Leah and...

Leah And... "Friends"

Remember last chapter where was talking about fake friends being eliminated from my life easily? Turns out it was not that easy to remove some of the weeds in there. 

Let me tell you this story to entertain you this morning/afternoon/evening and share my life drama. Yesterday I broke a girl from my life forever. 

We met at school on my first day there and she shared with another girl that her grandmother had died. Like a normal human being I gave her my condolences and that is, ironicly, where our friendship started. 

She was over the top in everything she did, and especially how she acted. She could become very annoying after a short period of time but because we were friends I tried to get along with it as much as possible, I am an actress after all. 

The first hit I took from her is when I was around 14 and decided to come out of the closet to a numbered group of people. She was one of them. 

Only three other people knew: My other best friend, my singing teacher and my mother. So, I reckoned that she'd feel pretty special. 

And she did. I also told her that I wanted to keep this to myself until I was brave enough to come out to more people, or in other words: Shut your damn mouth about this until I am ready to come out. 

You might feel it coming already, she betrayed me. A girl from my teacher school came to tell me how awesome she thought it was that I was a bisexual and when I, in pure and utter shock, asked her where she got this information she pointed her finger directly at that 'friend' of mine. 

A lot of people argue that I should have dropped her right there, but I believed in our friendship and stayed with her. 

Now, I have had some boyfriends along the way but one of them was and will always be close to me. A boy named Flemming. He was a part of the friend group I was in and he still is and I'm glad about that, but he also really hurt me. 

She decided not to long ago to start a relationship with him. Now, I am not someone to judge about love and if they had a long and happy relationship I wouldn't have made a big deal about anything... 

But they were together for one entire day. 

After that day she decides to messages me that he is an asshole and start laughing and joking about him. I tell her that I don't understand her actions completely and that she knows that he hurt me and shouldn't act this way. 

She decides to ignore me, so the next day I text her: "Are you seriously ignoring me?" 

She ignores me completely again, reading but not replying to my message. So, the next day I get angry at her and send her: "This is so childish, fuck off." 

She ignores me again, and because I am both angry and very bored I decide to send her some pictures of Shrek I have in my phone that my girlfriend send me a while ago. 

A day after this she messages me finally, saying: "I will only talk to you if you can react normally." 

To which I respond: "Respond to what exactly? When you ignore me I have nothing to react to." 

In a split seconds she decides to tell me that then we will never talk again, completely showing me again that her friendship with me of about three years doesn't mean shit to her. 

I'm glad I lost her, to be honest. And my girlfriend is very happy that she will never have to meet this girl ever again. 

You know what, fuck it. If you're reading this and are curious who this backstabber is, it's  kusje_liies

Lisa, I hope you're reading this so I can just tell you to please kill me off in your Walking Dead fanfic or maybe just delete it completely so no one has to read that poor excuse of a book ever again. 

Love you >:)

Xx LB

I hope you've enjoyed this chapter of pure shade. 'Cause I'm salty as fuck :)