skater boy. // {zerrie au}

five.

I looked into the watering eyes of my beautiful ex-boyfriend. Was he really going to start crying now, why couldn’t he do this five years ago? I shook my head at him telling him no. There was no way that I was going to talk to him after all of the pain he caused me.

“Why should I Zayn? You completely fucked me over. You were my first everything and then you just dropped me because there were so many fucking things that were better than me.” I wasn’t going to cry during this one. He needs to see that he doesn’t affect me anymore.

“Pez, I swear I didn’t mean to drop you like that. I never got to explain why I did it. But please just give me another chance to be your friend again? Ever since you came back, all I can do is think of you. Fuck, everything in this goddamned town reminds me of you Pez.” A tear slipped from his eye and he quickly wiped it away so I wouldn’t see it. I want to know so badly why he decided to leave me, but I can’t let him get to me.

“Zayn I really don’t have time to hear some bullshit story that you’re most likely planning out in your head this very second. If you cared for me, then you would have never left me when you did five years ago.” I shook my head and thought about when he first told me that he loved me. “I can’t believe I actually thought you loved me.” I muttered under my breath.

“You actually think that I didn’t love you Perrie? You’re fucking kidding me right? I loved you with all of my heart, but I had to leave you. I did this for you ya know. Everything I did was so that you would have a great life. I was nothing but a bad boy and you didn’t need me in your life!” I watched as the vein in Zayn’s neck started to bulge slightly against his tight skin.

I ran my hands over my face before saying another word to Zayn. Actually I had no clue what I was going to say to him. “Zayn, I can’t do this. I just want to go home. Please just leave it at this. I can’t deal with another broken heart caused by you.” I turned and walked back to my car that was parked in the lot across the street. Jade was already seated in the passenger seat, her head resting against the window.

“Well that went well.” Jade chuckled at my comment. I started the car and began to follow the route back to my house.

“You’re going to have to talk to him sometime Pez. You guys need to work things out; I don’t care how mad he makes you.” I sighed, knowing that she is one hundred percent correct.

“I know, I’m just not ready for it yet.”

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