When I'm at school with my friends
And those that have been keeping me up
I'm okay
I'm fine
But later
I feel sad
And like I've lost something
That I can't gain back
And I miss our conversations
And the way we laugh
But that's gone now
And I don't know if it'll come back
I think the thought
Of that missing piece
Never being placed back
Is what scares me so much
We had more yet to do
More to see
But for now
I'll just be with everyone else
And place a smile on my face
One that I can't erase
Because I need it to be permanent
