A/N: have you guys been liking frequent updates? Don't get used to it lol
Pov: Mitch
"What?!?"
"That's what I said too."
I was explaining the whole thing to Avi. It happened a few days ago and well everyone else was busy. So Avi was my only choice.
Well it could be that I wanted to see him.
"It seems...complicated" he said
"Yeah I know it is but I don't know what to do." I said
We were at his house of course. I kinda just ended up there. I don't know which lead me there, my mind or my heart. I didn't know what I was feeling. Why is being gay and liking boys so difficult.
"It's important that you let him down easy." he said scooting closer to me.
"Would that be best? What of the feeling is mutual?" I asked
"I don't know. Maybe it's best not to date a friend."
"I dated kirstin."
"Yeah but that's different you're like gay as fuck."
"Have you ever thought about dating a friend, like recently?"
"Yes, but that's not important right now. You and what you want is important."
He was always so kind to me why can't I just decide?
Avi gently rubbed my back. It was comforting. So very comforting and nice.
"I want things to go back to normal." I said
"Yeah"
Avi moved me so I was facing him. He caressed my face with his hands.
"Damn you're so beautiful."
"Thanks daddy."
"Daddy, that's nice to hear coming from you again."
He smiled and I smiled back.
He then brought me in for a hug. He smelled so nice. Everything about him was so nice.
"You don't deserve to be so bummed out. I mean, Scott has Alex and I'm sure he loves him." He said pulling away from the hug
"It's not just that"
"What is it then? What do you want?"
"I want.. I want.. Um.."
