5SOS Preferences (Under editing)

BSM: he's mean to you 4/4

I want to start by saying I know none of the boys would never act like this, Especially to their siblings but I've had this idea for a while so I hope you like it. If this gets positive review I'll do a part two, enjoy! (This brings up bulimia and may be triggering, If any of you are dealing with anything you can always talk to me. You are worth it and you have people that love you, including me. Stay strong my frens❤️)

(Luke 17)
I don't know what I did to Luke, but ever since I was little he always treated me like dirt. Calling me names, belittling all of my achievements, picking on little things about me. I'm so done with it, and to be honest, it was like a breath of fresh air when he started touring. I used this blessing as an opportunity to raise my self esteem that Luke had lowered day by day. I don't feel like I need to live up to him anymore, I feel as though I can finally be me and not worry about what snarky comments he would make. I care for Luke, I really do.. But the love and respect I had for him had slowly vanished when I realised he treated me way worse then Ben and Jack, they only teased. Luke would just bully me wether it be on my weight, hormonal acne, grades, or anything else you could think of. But I knew my year of happiness was gonna have to end sooner or later, and I guess the universe picked sooner. Luke is on his way home, so I took my chance on planing a week long stay to a friends house; she offered me to stay at her place because she knows the whole ordeal with my relationship with Luke. She's 18 and has her own place so it was all planned for, all that was left for me to do was pack. I picked all of my favourite outfits and other needs and zipped up my suitcase, I just opened the door when the asshole himself walked in. "Oh hey chubs, where you goin?" He asked with a smirk. You rolled your eyes and proceeded out the door, "hey! Don't roll your eyes at me, I'm your older brother" he scolded.

"Luke. You are the farthest thing from a brother, your more of someone I have to tolerate. You treat me like ass and I'm done with it! I'm done with feeling like I need to live up to your expectations, but I'm not doing that anymore. Now, I'm heading to
y/bff/n house until you leave. And by the time the tour ends I'll have my own house, have a good one Luke, or don't; I could give two fucks" you spat venomously and Luke looked really hurt by this but you chose to ignore it, besides, he's made you feel way worse than this for much longer. 'Goodbye, Luke' you thought as you got in your car driving away from the house that held some of your worst memories.

(Calum 15)
"Hey uh y/n, you might want to watch what you eat. You're kinda looking a bit on the overweight side if you know what I mean" Calum laughed while nudging you on his way out the kitchen. What? You've been only eating one meal a day and made the choice to go on a vegan diet, you thought that you have been getting rid of the weight you were insecure about. Guess not.. That just means I'll have to go even farther. You didn't want to have to go this far because you knew what it would do to your health, but if your own brother thinks your fat; you're are going to have to go the extra mile for this one. You went up to the bathroom closing the door, you kneeled on the floor and jabbing two fingers in your throat. You hated the feeling of throwing up but loving the picture you imagine yourself to be after continuing this process.

Fast forward to a couple of months later. You've finally reached your desired weight.
85 pounds, not to light, not to heavy. You wee very proud of yourself and you were also excited to have Calum come home, and you were hoping he'd be just as proud at the fact you had managed to lose weight as you were. Just then the doorbell rang. Now is the time to have your brothers approval you've always longed for.

(Michael 14)
Michael was always nice to you. You'd have movie nights, video game wars and food eating contests. You were really close and you wish you still had that bond, but now he hates you. He reminds you of that everyday. You've grown used to it, which is really depressing if you think about it.. But it's the truth. You missed him a lot but you aren't just gonna sit there and waste your life away wishing for your amazing older brother to come back, you were gonna live your life without him. You began to ignore his rude comments, and him in general. He was currently on tour and has attempted to call you but you've ignored him, he has also sent you many 'I'm sorry' texts but you've ignored those too. You were just very done with Michael Clifford and cut off all connections with him, and you planned on keeping it that way.

(Ashton 9)

You were in the process of learning the drums, with Ashton right behind you saying what each of the drums names were. You giggled at the thought of you becoming a drummer like your big brother ash. You were going a little to hard on the drums, "woah not so hard y/n, you'll break the drums" he said, but you didn't listen as you were to caught up In the moment. "Y/n!" He yelled just as you broke through the skin of the drum. "Oops" you said sheepishly. "Oops?! Oops is when you spill milk on the carpet y/n! Not when you break my drums!!" He screamed pulling you off of the stool you were sitting on and snatching the drum sticks out of your hands. "Now go to your room, you idiot. I don't want to see your stupid face again!" He yelled. You began crying and ran to your room. You just messed up your relationship with ashy, your role model. You were devastated, and decided to apologise by using all of your gathered savings from your allowance money, birthday/Christmas money, and talent show money you have kept over the past three years and went online to buy him a new one. Well, there goes the money you were gathering to buy yourself a drum set..