Zen X Reader Insert Shots

{9.8} [Dead!Zen x Reader]

You carefully arranged the flowers around a gray gravestone, with the reflective surface of the cross reflecting your blank face. The face he used to love and kiss.

Calla lily, carnation, daisy
Silently chase away your worries
Chrysanthemum, kalanchoe
Become your shield whenever you fall asleep

I cried out
Please don't leave me behind, leave me behind
So you held me tight
And said I will be just fine, I will be just fine, I will be just fine

The flowers fluttered slightly as you gently caressed his face in the small photo that was on his gravestone. The smell of the flowers filled your nose. The tears you wanted to cry never seemed to flow out. No matter how much you cried, your hopes of everything being some bad dream and Zen playing some cruel prank soon dissipated.

It was not fair. It just was not fair at all. He was too young...Too early for him to go back...But, death called for him and he was gone. You remembered the car accident that took place a month ago.

You and Zen had been on a date when you both heard the screech of tires. Frozen in shock, you felt your boyfriend rush to shield your body and everything went black, with the smell of blood permeating your nose. His blood.

When you awoke from your coma, you had been so devastated. Why? Why could he be just selfish for once and let you take the impact instead? You could not understand as you sobbed that night you awoke into your bedsheets.

Sliding his favorite flower as well as your own into the center of the flowers, you gently picked off a petal from each, watching as the wind whipped them away. Sadly smiling to yourself, you plucked out a pale white envelope, sliding it under the jug.

Inside the sealed envelope, your suicide note nestled inside safely.

"I'm so sorry Zen...I think you should know first before I find you...Heh...See you soon, babe...I'm on my way." You whispered as the winds seemed to roar in protest. Pressing your lips against the small picture, you turned away, moving back to the new house you and Zen shared before the accident. The memories you had in your entire life began to bubble and pop to the surface.

It was a relaxed afternoon, with Zen having a free day for once. Having a picnic in the park, you held Zen's hand and he held yours.

"We'll always be together, right, Zen?" You asked, feeling Zen nuzzle your nose.

With an equally serious tone, Zen smiled at you,"Always."

Zipped my mouth
I just keep climbing up, keep climbing up
Justify our vows
I know you are right above, you are right above, you are right above

Climbing on and on, you silently glanced through the photos you and Zen took during those special moments. Standing before the door that led to the roof, you glanced at the last picture of you and Zen. The photo you both had taken days before the accident.

Gingerly touching his face as if he was real, you gave your last kiss. Dropping your nearly empty bag onto the floor of the roof, you sat on to the railing of the building. By now, you knew Seven, who had been keeping watch on you through the surveillance cameras, would be calling for help and rushing over to stop you.

You took the moment to take in your surroundings. The entire place was absolutely beautiful in the rays of the moon and the night sky Zen loved so much.

'I'm so sorry everyone..Thank you all for everything...Goodbye.."

Look now
I'm on the top of your world, top of your world
My darling
Here I come, I yell

And take a leap to Hell

You used every single strength you had to launch yourself off, tears falling out of your eyes - tears from the pressure or the fact your love had been taken away, you could not tell anymore. The winds screamed in your ears as you closed your eyes for the sweet release of death. Your moments with everyone seemed to flash back as you hurtled to the ground.

Swirling wind sings for our reunion
And nine point eight is my acceleration
Take me to where our souls may live in peace
Our brand new commencement
Touch of your lips compassionately pressed against
The skull that you used to cherish
Delicate flesh decomposes off my rotten bones

And softly merge into the sky

"I'm coming for you Zen, just wait for me...My love..."

A/N:

[21/9/2016]

[Location/Time]: [Classified/2107]

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