Zen X Reader Insert Shots

{I love you} [Ex!Zen x Reader]

                           Your heart ached. Your eyes still stung from tears. You hated feeling this way. You hated the terrible pain in your chest. Despite all the supportive messages from all your friends, Jumin, Seven, Yoosung and Jaehee, you felt so utterly alone. 

                     Zen was the only one you ever felt this way with. He made you so happy and so sad. Now that you thought about it, it was funny. It was funny how happy memories that brought a smile and warmth in your chest now stabbed you in the chest and eyes. 

              You wanted to hate him, yet...You can't bring yourself to. As much as you hated it now, you still loved him so much. What else can explain the hurt within except love? 

             As you reached for your phone, your hand bumped against the several bottles of alcohol, drunkenly and messily shoving them away to grab your phone. The glass bottles shattered into bits and pieces, flying across the floor of your living room. 

                It was a stupid choice, but you wanted to do it anyways. Just one last time. 

              Dialing the number you burned into your brain, you downed a few more gulps of the strong tasting liquor before the phone directed you to his voicemail. 

              "Zen...I'm sorreh....I-I'm...*hic* Sorry....Please...Don't leave...Don't leave me..."You sobbed for what seemed like a long time before you sniffled, calming yourself and saying the words you know he would never ever say back again. 

                   "I love you...Good bye...."

A/N: Guys...I'm sorry...I'm not sure if I can write any more stories...It was difficult to find ideas and I'm still going through a tough time with my emotions. I hoped you enjoyed this short story. I suppose I'll leave this story in a hiatus until I'm all better and found more ideas...Thank you all for your wonderful comments and votes. Even though I may not reply, I appreciate and love every single comment you all leave. 

But I don't think I can write...Well, for now anyways...

Thank you all for your support.