five; drowning

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Dear Esther,

I still remember,
When you were by my side
I still remember,
When we were inseparable friends...

Do you?

I recall those times,
When you made me laugh,
And when we walked together in every place

When boys cringed at my face,
And other perfect girls glared at me in disdain,
Walking past in vain

But I felt okay,
With you constantly supporting my veins

I recall those times,
When you forced me to shop for clothes

Zero sizes fit me,
And all the slim girls,
Wrapped up in perfection,
Stared at me in utter horror

Still, you always had my back,
No matter where,
And supported me

You were strong inside,
Unlike me,
Despite the fact that you had to face chemotherapy

I hope the angels of heaven,
Are singing songs to you,
That you are joyful,
And that you still remember our friendship too

But down here on earth,
It's lonely and full of utter melancholy,
And now,
I'm drowning in an ocean that's turned completely bloody.

Quinn

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