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chapter 6

Chapter 6

~Lily's POV~

He had that smile on his face the day he almost killed me. Evan was back. He bent down and hugged me again, but I pushed him off.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?!" He had a very confused look on his face.

"What, I can't hug my own girlfriend?" The numbness returned to my body.

"I'm not your girlfriend," I stated with confused confidence," I'm Jake's girlfriend. I always have been, and I always will be, so I don-" he cut me off there with a dark look.

"That dick is not your boyfriend. Remember? He left you for that slut- you know, Honor?" Why was he saying this? Jake never dated, or even bothered to even like Honor, because of her bitchiness, and sluttines. All the guys practically drooling over her low cut tops shwing off her cleavage, and mini skirts practically screaming "FREE BUFFET, ALL YOU CAN EAT". Except Jake. She would always come up and try to get Jake to notice her- I mean REALLY notice her. But he just walked away from her every single time she would "accidentally" drop a book and bend down to get it, making sure to give him a show. The whole thing was an act for her to get him to notice her, and it was quite obvious. I'm not even sure she reads. I looked at Evan, confused and angry.

"He wanted nothing to do with Honor, why would he-" he cut me off again. This time it annoyed the shit out me, because he was kissing me. I broke it as fast as it happened and my hand made contact with his face that came with a loud smack. He growled at me.

"Why the hell did you do that?!" I looked at him dead in the eye and said,

"You are not mine, you're not Jake. Do not kiss me, or even touch me, you jackass!" I screamed and got up.

" You really shouldn't have done that, you bitch!" The next thing I knew I was on my back, and Evan was on top of me with a knife to my chest. I panicked, not knowing what to do. I felt too numb to fight back. He had such an evil look in his eye, it made me shiver. The sky was red, the clouds black, and when I looke at Evan, he was gone. I still felt weighed down, and the sharpness of the blade pressed to my chest. I squeezed my eyes shut when the sharpness intensified, and when they shot back open, I was panting and sweating, laying in my hospital bed. I looked over at the chair and saw that Jake wasn't there. I started to panic a little, until I remembered that Dr.Sue lent him a room to sleep in. I just laid there thinking about that dream. Am I suppose to tell Jake? What do I just say,

"Oh babe, I had a nightmare that Evan was my boyfriend and he sucked on my face and told me you were dating- no, doing the dirty deed with Honor." Yeah, I think that will really make his day. No, I can't tell him. I want to tell him everything, but I just don't know if I can. All of a sudden I had a sharp pain in my gut- I have pee so bad! I slowly moved my numb, wobbly legs, and made my way to the bathroom. I heard a door open, then a familiar husky voice.

"Lily?" I heard worry in his voice.

" Bathroom!" I yelled. I washed my hands and walked out into the room. Jake was sitting by my bed, and I slowly wobbled my way out of the bath room. He looked so much better than before, no more red eyes, the bags under his eyes gone. He looked like my sexy, healthy boyfriend again. But I can't say the same for me.

He smiled at me, I faintly smiled back I got half way across the room, when I couldn't control it anymore. I opened my arms and hugged him as tightly as I could.

"Jake, there's something I've been meaning to tell you." I looked at him shyly. He smiled, while his eyes showed so much love towards me,

"Alright, go ahead." He said as he squeezed me tighter, then lifted me up and put me on his lap. I took a deep breath. I don't know how he is going to take this, I mean, we've been together for a month now, I think it's time I tell him. He must of noticed how nervous I was, so he put his hand under my chin to make me face him.

"Remember I'm always here, it's ok." I smiled, and he kissed my temple. I took another deep breath and looked into his deep blue eyes.

"Jake....I'm in love with you." He looked at me with wide eyes, not saying anything. He just stared at me. I was freaking out so bad, tears started to well in my eyes. I quickly got off his lap and walked into the bathroom and locked my self in it, then sat down on the toilet seat and cried. Cried harder then I ever had, I cried all my pain away, I cried about how stupid it was to tell him. Why didn't I just leave it as it was? There was a faint knock on the door, so with tears streaming down my cheeks, I croaked out,

"Go away and leave me alone!" I felt so much pain. The knock came again, and even though my throat hurt, I managed to get out a "What?!"

" Open the door, Lily." I knew it was Jake, I couldn't tell what he was feeling by his voice. Tears came faster.

"No, now go away!" When I heard him step away and a door close, I knew he left. I walked out and sat on my bed. I cried for what felt like hours, until I cried my self out and to sleep. Thankfully, I didn't dream. I just slept.

Never wanting to wake from my sleep I just felt peaceful that everything was ok.