Directioner

chapter 4

"yeah," Louis replies.

"i wish i didin't-"

"stop, you didn't do anything to cause this and you need to know that none of this was YOUR fault" Louis says.

i just nodd. "Is it ok if i bring the boys in?" he asks. "yeah" i say.

All of the boys trample in while Louis explains what our choices are and what we're going to do. Hayley begins crying so we let her have some time with Alex alone.

~Hayley's P.O.V~

"please wake up" i say letting out little sobs. We've known each other since we were two. I grab her hand. "If you don't wake up, You'll die" i say hardly.

"please" i say and bend my head down. her breathing speeds up a bit. Should i call someone in?

Nah, she'll be fine, it's only a little bit.

~

I go out and sit on the ground in the waiting room. I don't feel like sitting next to old people right now.

Niall walks up to me.

"I'm gonna go in there. I just wanna be alone" he says. I completely understand.

"ok, sure" i say. My eyes are red and puffy.

~Niall's P.O.V~

I walk in and sit down in a chiar right next to her bed and bend down my head crying into her side. "it's all my fault, it's all my fault. I'm so sorry, Alex, it's all my fault" i say the lump in my throat getting bigger as i speak. Suddenly, i just can't hold in the tears any more and i cry harshly. "Alex, i'm soo sorry" i say. I hear a knock at the door and try to pull myself together.

A nurse walks in. "have you made your desicion yet?" she asks. "yes" i say. "we're going to let her go"

she just nodds.

She comes over. "are you ready?" she asks. "can her friend and i just have about an hour more?" i ask politely. "of corse, sir" she says and leaves. "come on, Alex, wake up for me" i say softly. "please?" i say beggingly. After about forty five minutes of just laying with her, i decide to give myself five more minutes. "Alex...........i'm sorry" i cry holding her hand. The nurse walks in with Hayley. "sir, it's time now" she says. I nodd. I tightly hold her hand. It mightv'e been just my hysteria, but i feel her hand tighten around mine............

"Niall?..."