I'm simply tired of him and i'm just not with it. Something keeps dragging me back to him time after time. Should I give it a try again or should I try and get away? Then he's back to the gang shit, and why is my brother getting involved with female...
So it's the next day now and Hope slept over. I slept on the couch while she slept in my bed. Right now i'm brushing my teeth, and she in the kitchen cooking. As i'm doing morning stuff, i'm jamming to Kodak.
DJ: In my own bubble nigga, had to clear my circle up 'Cause wasn't nobody with me when I was piped out in the box Kodak Black, I'm the truth man This another one In my own bubble nigga, had to clear my circle up 'Cause wasn't nobody with me when I was piped out in the box Grab them one for ones and end up goin' double par You would think a nigga homeless, man he stay on the block Remember we were homeless, man I stay tryna plot I was going up top and hiding pieces in my socks Find another route, and I turned it up a notch Had to quit half steppin', had to give it all I got Fuck the FPL, bitch we buckin' all the power I been doing well since I bumped into that power Yeah them niggas straight, but ain't no nigga like a nigga from Broward Running out of mollies so I laced her up with powder Young nigga, I just wanna lay low and chill Hoe don't call me Kodak thought I told you call me Bill You know a nigga clutching got to keep that thang concealed Nigga what's the point of doing it if you ain't gon do that shit for real? Damn man, I thought E and Rad would keep it real Used to fuck with Carlo 'till he showed me what it is Can't believe Dieuson, looked up to him when I was lil I ain't even shocked, kinda expected that shit from Khalil In my own bubble nigga, I had to clear my circle up 'Cause wasn't nobody with me when I was piped out in the box Grab them one for ones and end up goin' double par You would think a nigga homeless, man he stay on the block Remember we were homeless, man I stay tryna plot I was going up top and hiding pieces in my sock Find another route, and I turned it up a notch Had to quit half steppin', had to give it all I got Best believe let it sit too long and it's gon' rot I seen it comin', once you leave your home we in ya spot I'm in school, I got a glue stick, filled it up with rock If I up it, I'mma shoot it, 40 with a cock 40 with a dick, yeah, extendo on my Glock Cash for gold I use to catch a city bus way to the swap I done growed up, young nigga 18 Mondo let me hold a 9 and that shit there got a beam Went on a lil mission by myself, only me Niggas tryna intervene, come between a nigga dream Lil JackBoy he just call me I'm like "What's up, what you need?" Even though he straight, I still sent him something for canteen In my own bubble nigga, I had to clear my circle up 'Cause wasn't nobody with me when I was piped out in the box Grab them one for ones and end up goin' double par You would think a nigga homeless, man he stay on the block Remember we were homeless, man I stay tryna plot I was going up top and hiding pieces in my sock Find another route, and I turned it up a notch Had to quit half steppin', had to give it all I got
I'm in the kitchen now and Hope was all smiles and shit.
DJ: What you did to the food? Hope: nothing. DJ: aight *grabs fork*. You should move in with me. Hope: no thank you *drinks orange juice* DJ: why not? Hope: you got to many girls coming in and out your house. To be honest, i'm not with it. DJ: What if i drop the? Hope: *laughing* like you really gonna drop them. I'll see you later or tomorrow.
Hope grabbed her bag and walked out my house. Damn, did i really just say what the fuck i just did to her.
"Hope P.O.V": I got in my car and made my way home. It's time for me to stop relying on niggas. As i'm driving, my song, "Been Around The World by August Alsina ft Chris Brown" was playing. I sung along till i got tired and changed the station. See DJ my boy and all but i'm really not about to be his second choice to anything anymore. He really screwed me over multiple times and im just not falling for the shit anymore. Soon as i got to my apartment, i went straight to the shower. I need to wash this stress and guilt away. As i was in the shower, i sung along to, "Going Under by K.Michelle".
Hope: My left side feels so heavy Feet ain't steady Feels like my heart is giving out How come I'm so hard-headed, so forgiving Forgetting how you bring me down
Who's gonna pick me up? Who's gonna give a fuck? Oh Who's gonna go the mile? Fly me to the clouds?
I'm singing love, don't fail me now, don't count me out Oh love, don't let me down, come back around
Hey, it's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under
My vision so misleading Make believing in things I never saw Deep inside when I already know things got different Oh, it's not what we thought
Who's gonna pick me up? Who's gonna give a fuck? Oh Who's gonna go the mile? Fly me to the clouds?
I'm singing love, don't fail me now, don't count me out Oh love, don't let me down, come back around
Hey, it's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under
Everyday, it's all right Sinking fast, going down I just wanna get back right So I need you out of my life I'm singing love, don't fail me now, don't count me out Oh love, don't let me down, come back around
It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under It's like a jungle Sometimes it make me wonder how I keep from going under
As i finished up, i heard my front door slam shut. What the fuck? This better be either DJ or my little brother Pablo. As i brushed my teeth, Pablo opened the door and sat on my bathroom counter.
Hope: Boy get off my... Pablo: I'm down. Hope: Where were you? Pablo: Visiting mom. Hope: How is she? Pablo: She's getting worse. She uhm started to lose her hair Hope: Well baby brother she is sick. Pablo: i know, but why you ain't see her yet? Hope: Me and mom never been on the best of terms Pablo.
I walked into my room and began searching for something to wear.
Pablo: Alright, but i heard about what happened yesterday. Hope: heard what? Pablo: You, DJ, and Kurt. Hope: How? Pablo: Word travels fast, but i'll see you later right. Hope: i work tonight, so i'll be home by the time you wake up. Pablo: Okay, you think you can drop me off to... Hope: you usin' protection like i told you to? Pablo: Sis' i may be young but i ain't stupid. Hope: i'll take you on my way to the grocery store. Get out so i can put some clothes on.
I pulled out the outfit and began getting dressed (outfit down below)
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Soon as i finished, i grabbed my phone and headed out the room.
Hope: Lets go.
Me and Pablo made our way down the stairs and to the car. He better be using protection, while having sex with these fast ass girls.
