Grind and Pray

XLVI

Atlanta (3 months later "January")

''Becca P.O.V": So it's January and it's been three months since i've seen Ni. It's hard being in a relationship when you can't see your significant other all because he's serving the country. Right, about now i'm at school and its lunch time. I'm highly distracted by music playing.

Miley:Love
So many things I've got to tell you
But I'm afraid I don't know how
Cause there's a possibility
You'll look at me differently
Love
Ever since the first moment I spoke your name
From then on I knew that by you being in my life
Things were destined to change cause......
Love
So many people use your name in vain
Love
Those who faith in you sometimes go astray
Love
Through all the ups and downs the joy and hurt
Love
For better or worse I still will choose you first
Many days I've longed for you
Wanting you
Hoping for the chance to get to know you
Longing for your kiss
For your kiss, for your touch, for your essence (your beautiful essence)
Many nights I've cried from the things you do
Felt like I could die from the thought of losing you
I know that you're real
With no doubt or no fears
Or no questions
Love
So many people use your name in vain
Love
Those who faith in you sometimes go astray
Love
Through all the ups and downs the joy and hurt
Love
For better or worse I still will choose you first
At first you didn't mean that much to me
But now I know that you're all I need
The world looks so brand new to me
Now that I found love
Everyday I live for you
And everything that I do I do it for you
What I say is how I feel so believe it's true
You got to know I'm true, love

(Song: Love by Musiq SoulChild) As I stood to get ready to dump my tray, I saw Ni on one knee with flowers in his hands. I ran over to him crying, falling into his arms. Three months of not seeing him, and this is how he comes back into my life. I kissed him and he kissed me back while hugging me tight.

Becca: I miss you Ni! Why didn't you tell me you were coming back?
Ni: I miss you too ma' and because i wanted it to be a surprise *grabs Becca hand*
Becca: *crying* How long are you back for?
Ni: Two weeks. Let's get out of here.
Becca: How? You can't sign me out.
Ni: Yeah you right.

     Chuckii held the door for me and Ni, I want to cry so bad right now. I can't believe my baby is back for two weeks. When we got back to Chuckii's, Ni was cheesing hard.

Becca: Why you cheesing so hard?
Ni: Because in about three hours, I need you to be dressed and ready for dinner. I have some people, I want you to meet correctly.
Becca: I don't even have anything to wear.

    Hope walked into the living room with a black clothes holder protecter.

Hope: Picked this up for you earlier, and the shoes are sitting on the guest bed.

    I kissed Ni lips so passionatelty before grabbing the clothes from Hope. I feel like they all set me up simply because they knew he was coming. As i undress and turn on the shower, the bathroom began to steam up while I went to Pandora on my phone. Please, please, please start off with a good song. Once, i got in the shower, the station loaded completely and the song, "Crazy by Damar Jackson" began playing. I simply showered and hummed the song to myself. You're probably wondering what i'm going to do with my hair but i'm going to wear a fake ponytail and gel my hair down really good. Being all black is a gift and a cursing. I say its a gift, because black don't crack. I say its a curse, simply because we have little hair but gorgeous edges. About thirty minutes later, I got out the shower and began drying off. (Outfit down below)