Im Sorry

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*Polly’s POV*

We sat on the bus in silent; everyone stared at us while we painted the blue bus a horrid blood red colour.

Ellie stared at me whining in pain when we went over speed bumps, we seemed to both slowly fade away staring into each others eyes like deer’s in headlights.

“Excuse me miss, hello can you hear me this is the last stop!” 

I heard a shouting from around me, I slowly woke up expecting to be greeted by Charlie in my lime green room, however I was staring at an overweight sweaty bold bus driver and I was in an azure blue bus.

“Oh urm thank you Sir” I cried scooping up Ellie as she softly slept and leaping of the bus onto busy oxford street.

It was full of people like a swarm of bees after some honey, I held onto Ellie holding her tight as we were flung from person to person.

We were spinning round causing me to get nauseas, lights where flickering and I couldn’t breathe, I felt myself heave as I dropped Ellie and threw up into an old man’s satchel, I cried clutching my spitting mouth as I dropped down to Ellie who was slowly coming around.

I felt a force in the side of my hip as the man kicked me to the floor and swearing in my faced. I panicked crawling in my own vomit trying to pick up Ellie without being kicked again by the millions of Prada shoes and stilettos that swamped us.

*Charles POV*

We moped in and out of the shops, browsing but never stopping to look. We both just stared at the floor, swinging our arms and avoiding eye contact as much as possible.

Alli left the store turning on her heels onto the busy Oxford high street; she was lost, lost in a sea of body’s and arms dashing from one direction to the other.

I panicked looking around for my silent wife; we had grown apart very quickly since the shooting, well since we discovered we would be able to have kids together.

My thoughts shot off as a shaking arm grabbed my shoulder. It was Alli she had tears in her eyes, they were threatening to spill, to cause her more distress and heartache than what she had already suffered. I held her hand and she led me off to a quiet patch on the bus high street.

“C-C-Char, I’m sorry about the past few days, I’m just, just trying to get my head around it all.” She sighed as she held my hands swaying with the wind.

“I am too, it’s been hard for us both, and I’m just sorry you ended up with me!” I muttered staring at my chucks.

Her warm hands lifted my head up forcing me to stare into her hypnotising hazel eyes.

“What do you mean ‘sorry you ended up with me’?” She said firmly.

I suddenly began to get infuriated; I released her grip as my fists clenched and my knuckles turned white. She had such fear in her eyes and backed up almost scared about what I would do.

“WHAT I MEAN IS THAT IM SORRY YOU ENDED UP WITH SUCH A TWAT LIKE ME, ALL I HAVE DONE SINCE MARRYING YOU IS GET CANCER AND MAKE YOU BECOME A FULL TIME CARER, JOIN A BAND AND LEAVE YOU MONTHS AT A TIME AND NOW I CANT EVEN HAVE BABIES WITH YOU, I RUINED YOUR LIFE! IM SORRY!” I screamed before turning on my heels and sprinted away leaving Alli crying in a ball on the floor surrounded by nosy people staring at us both.

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