sorry

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Boy you dont understand how long I stay awake trying to find the right words to describe you or how I feel when I'm with you. And some times I can get a good paragraph, but it only describes a part. My mind works like a writer and you don't understand how devastating it is to not be able to think of the right words. I want to write about you. Thats all I ever want to write about anymore. Sometimes I write about certain events or certain feelings. But I can never describe them all at once, all the feelings I get. And I want to be able to give people those feelings. I want them have the feelings I feel: the love, the questioning, the thrill, the fear. There is feelings that arent considered good but the mixture makes it perfection. And it makes me sad that I dont have words to make people fell what I feel, because damn what a feeling that is.

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