Why is it so hard to exist?
We believe existing must be perfect,
With the right moments, the right lighting, the right sound effects
We must have a purpose, a purpose every single day
We must live up to expectations, even if they are made by ourselves
We must do something everyday, simply because we have the chance to
and we end up feeling bad when we waste a day on movies in bed with snacks, or by sleeping too late, or, or even just on the phone all day but not posting the fun thing you're (suppose to be) doing .
We think doing nothing is not existing.
I guess that's true, but laying in bed does not equal to doing nothing.
you are thinking
thinking original thoughts, possible even very important ones.
a day is not wasted in bed, but when doing something you don't love
maybe you just love being alone or maybe love to just sit and think
but going to that party hiding anxiety, or going to that girl's house where you fake the things you care about,
that's a wasted day.
stay at home and drink coffee while doodling something cute
stay at home and write a poem while sipping some tea
take a bath, paint your nails a color you like, clean your face
take a day to yourself,
even if that means staying in pjs all day while on Netflix.
YOU ARE READING
Eh~
AcakA series of rants, poems, quotes, thoughts, ect. Written by unless stated otherwise. Varies from sad to mad to happy, whichever.
