Love of my life

19.

"Ok so we are gonna talk about a lot of things tonight" Cameron says turning to face us. "Since Lisa is to tired to do anything she went to bed that's why we are in your room" Cameron says sitting on my bed. "Now I only have one rule you have to be 109 percent completely honest" she says. Maddy and I shake our heads. "Ok first game, Never have I ever" she says smiling. Maddy and I make signs out of paper plates and get ready to face the truth. "Ok never have I ever slept with Ethan or Grayson" I hold up my sign that says I have. Maddy holds hers up too. "Never have I ever kisses Ethan or Grayson" I hold up my sign again but this time Maddy doesn't. "Ahh Gray's takin it slow" Cameron says laughing. We keep playing and the questions are bearable to answer. "Never have I ever had sec with Ethan or Grayson" Cameron says. I close my eyes. My face going pale. You don't exactly want to tell your future sister in law that you had sex with her brother not once but three times and you have only known him for a week. I raise my sign that says I have never. She looks at me and laughs. "Erin I thought we were being honest" Maddy says laughing. "Fine" I say changing my sign. "ETHAN IS NOT A VIRGIN ANYMORE" Cameron yells. "I'm not either it was his decision we got caught up in the moment" I say looking at the ground. "NO THIS IS FUCKING AWESOME HE CAN FINALLY JOIN THE CLUB. THANK YOU" she shouts. I laugh so hard I almost fall off the bed. We paint each others nails and then Cameron calls Ethan. "Ethan what are you doing?" She says. "Grayson and I are smoking weed. I'm joking what do you think we are doing. We are in our room on twitter" he says. Suddenly I feel like I'm going to throw up again. I run to the bathroom and throw up in the toilet. Maddy runs after me and sees me bent over the toilet. "Erin I'm going to get Cameron" she says running out. "Cameron tell Ethan to get his ass over here it's Erin" Maddy says. I hear Cameron tell at Ethan in a panicked tone. 5 mins later I hear the door open. Ethan runs in the bathroom. "Erin what's wrong" he says pulling my hair away from my face. "Ethan I think it's just the sushi but this is the second time I've thrown up today" I say leaning over the toilet to throw up again. "Make that 3" I say. "Ok it's gonna be ok we will figure out what's wrong" he says rubbing my back. I get up off the floor and brush my teeth. "Guys I'm taking Erin to my room it might not be such a good idea to be around her." Ethan says grabbing my sweatshirt and taking me across the hall. He knocks on the door. Grayson opens it surprised. "Ethan whats" he starts to say but then he looks at me and let's us in. "I'm going to Maddy's room you gush can have this one to yourself" he says grabbing his phone. He walks out the door. "Here baby come lay in my bed I'll go make you some hot tea" he says. He asks into the kitchen and warms up some water. I wrap myself in blankets. I'm freezing cold. Ethan brings me a hot cup of tea and he lays down beside me. "Ethan your sister knows" I say looking down at the bed. "Erin why did you tell her" he says looking at me. "I was playing never have I ever and she asked and I had to be honest and I told Maddy and Maddy knew I was lying" I say starting to cry. "Hey hey it's ok it doesn't matter as long as I'm with you" he says hugging me tighter. "I love you Ethan" I say before I fall asleep. He kisses my head and I black out.