Love of my life

30.

Ethan's pov

"What the hell just happened to my babies?" Erin shouts running to up to Grayson and I. "Erin chill they are fine. We put them down for like a second and they just decided to play in the dirt." Grayson says. "ETHAN YOU KNOW THEY ARE ONLY LIKE 4 DAYS OLD. ETHAN GO CLEAN THEM UP THEY PROBABLY ATE DIRT AND NOW THEY ARE GONNA GET SICK. IM GONNA KILL YOU." Erin screams. "Ok" I say walking up the stairs with Grayson following behind me. "God Erin's such a bitch" Grayson says putting Jake down on the bathroom floor. "Hey we were being pretty stupid, I didn't think about the consequences of them eating dirt. I guess she was right. I need to be more responsible now that I'm a dad." I say handing Cameron to Grayson so I could wash off Jake. "What is she going to do when we go on tour next month?" Grayson says. "Well I haven't talked with her about it yet but I'm planning on taking her with us. I can't leave her alone here with the twins" I say as I wash Jakes hands off. "How the heck are we supposed to go on tour with two babies who wake up at 1am when we already don't get any sleep. Ethan why do you have to be so stupid. Don't get me wrong I love the twins but come on this is gonna be really hard." Grayson says. I finish washing down Jake and then start to wash down Cameron. "Grayson, look I get it but I made this mistake and I'm being responsible so if you can't handle that then I don't know what to tell you" I say as I finish washing down Cameron. "Ok we are getting different hotel rooms though" he says laughing. I change the babies clothes and take them back down stairs. One more week until the doctor said Erin and I can have sex again. One more week. Erin runs up to me and takes both of the babies out of my arms. "Hey so we need to talk" I say scratching the back if my neck. "Ok." "So Gray and I are going on tour again next month. I want you and the twins to come but it's up to you."I say looking at the ground. "Ethan I think I better stay here this time. We just had two babies and they are very high maintenance. I want to go with you I really do but I just can't" she says. My heart breaks. "Ok" is all I say before I walk to my room shut the door and cry.