I've Got Flaws Too!

#99

..I feel insane..
..I want to kill..
..But I'm scared..
..Of being judged..
..For who I truly am..
..And who I truly wanna be..
..I'm crazy..
..I act normal..
..like a normal girl..
..But really..
..I'm insane..
..I could kill..
..Why am I this way..
..Why am I insane..
..How do I control it..
..I can't..
..One day..
..We're all gonna die..
..Every single thing on this earth..
..Is gonna die..
..I can't wait for that day..
..Aren't you excited..
..I know I am..
..One day..
..When everyone's dead..
..There will be peace..
..When we are in heaven..
..God will ask..
..How did we die..
..We won't respond..
..He'll ask again..
..How did we die..
..We won't respond..
..The voices..
..Tell me to do things..
..I shouldn't do..
..They are so loud..
..But I don't care..
..The voices get louder..
..And louder..
..And louder..
..Until one day..
..I do it..
..I kill him..
..He SCREAMS from the suffering..
..I laugh it off..
..And say..
..The voices said too..
..Never..
..Trust..
..The..
..Voices..
..And when that day comes..
..Our blood will be black..
..From the sins we have earned..
..My blood is black..
..Don't you know..
..My..Blood..Is..Black..