I've Got Flaws Too!

#45

This is gonna be.. New to me. this isn't about a flaw.. Well it is a flaw.. But I different kind of one..

I feel.. Out of place.. School is starting in less than a month. I'm starting middle school in like 3 weeks.. I don't feel like I should be accepted. I feel like I'm out of place. I'm just a short little kid whose doesn't understand her place in the world, why? Because I'm different. And don't get me started on that, "Oh well Emma.. We are all different in our own way, we all aren't perfect" crap. No.. I know we aren't perfect. I get that. But still, I'm a little blonde weirdo who likes anime and comic books and who is s freakish tomboy.. when other girls are wearing makeup in 7th grade! I wear makeup. But I hate it.. I feel like it's just an excuse to say, I hate is how I look. I hate how people stare at me. I hate that girls get burdened for all that we do.. I hate that girls have to feel pretty to be accepted. I hate it I hate it! I wish it would just stop! But it never does.. All it does.. Is just continues and never stops. Why doesn't it stop!? Because that's just how the world works. People worry about makeup and their problems.. Why not worry about the world? Child abuse? Cancer? We should be worrying about that, not worrying about how much lipstick costs.. Being bullied.. It sucks.. Trust me.. It happens to everyone. Whether you are popular or have a ton of friends.. Everyone gets bullied once in their life. People bully, because they are worried about getting bullied themselves.. They think that "oh if I bully someone, people will think I'm scary and won't bully me" but is that worth it!? To be mean to others just so someone won't say anything to you!? No! Stop! It's.. To much for you. To much for me. I don't want to deal with it.. To much for anyone with ACTUAL problems. We all have problems, wether it's about Friends or Family, there's no way of avoiding them. They.. Never stop. They are.. Always gonna be here.. Until the end. We can't stop it.. No one can. It's not possible. It's just not.