the lead up to the wedding!

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recap) i walk away to take a shower trying to think of a plan a way to get jessica back in six days...this is not going to be easy ...

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*sasha's p.o.v*

iv been trying to get jessica to talk to me for 3 days now but she just answers yes or no or just nods and im running out of time! dan took this week off to help with the finishing touches to the wedding so he is always around jess and that certainly isnt helping and to top it all of im now an alpha of a massive pack that is driving me insane and wandering all over town doing whatever they want i swear my head is about to explode in the past 3 days iv only got about 5 hours of sleep and its killing me.

"sasha can i speak to you outside in private for a minute?...its important"claire asks me 'weird claire hardly ever talks she always has jared attached to her face but this looks serious'

"uhh yeah sure aslong as it quiet"i tell her we walk out the back door into the garden i look at her curiously

"i know me and you have never been the best of friends but i need you to do something and its really important"claire looks at me seriously i nod telling her to continue

"you have to stop the wedding" i stand there shocked

"which one my bestfriends or...you know whos?"i ask

"jessica's sasha she is making a mistake...she doesnt love him and he doesnt deserve her but im not saying you do either after what you done three years ago but you deserve her more than him"she pleads with me

"well im already way ahead of you why do you think i have been trying to talk to her all week? she wont talk to me though and him being here isnt helping"i say slightly annoyed

"and as for what i done three years ago...i thought it was the right thing to do i thought that if i left jess would get over me and find someone else that would make her happy and love her but now i see that i was wrong instead she has an emotionally retarded selfish ignorant man-child that will end up marrying her and hurting her and il be stuck at the side watching whilst both of us are hurting" i whisper meaning every word

"you really do love her?"claire asks

"i think...i do but iv screwed up and i dont think she will ever forgive me or give me the chance to tell her how i feel"

"look i really dont want this wedding and i really dont like dan id dont particuarlly like you either because your moodswings are all out of whack but i do know that you and jessica are made for each other because you are mates and you never know maybe this was always supposed to happen i just need you to try harder she loves you i can see it in her eyes so just dont give up again"claire tells me i nod she walks to go into the house

"why are you so against this? against dan?"i ask curiously

"because he doesnt make her happy and i find him rather creepy for a human so goodluck"she smiles i follow her back into the house wishing i didnt.

as i walk in the first thing i see is jessica and dan kissing a part of me wanted to vomit and the other part wanted to rip him away from her and end him but i noticed that whilst it looks like he is trying to chew her face off she is hardly responding to the kiss i feel happy but sad at this.

"c'mon jess there will be time for whatever that is later but right now lets go"i tell her quickly

"what? where?"she looks confused but slightly happy

"we me and you are going out for a run gotta make sure your nice and fit for the big day right?"i tell her improvising she still looks confused

"umm okay lets go" she walks towards me

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