Pacify Her (Joker & Harley Quinn)

chapter 19

|| Harley ||

Mr. J has been so distant ever since he told me about his little cheating stuff. I don't know if it's just he feels bad but i've been really lovey towards him but it's no use. I'm going to his office right now to try to talk to him.

"Mr. J" i said knocking on the door

"What" he said he was working on some stuff

"oh um never mind" i said

"Harley, just say it" he said i opened the door and walked in climbing on his desk

"it's just" i paused 

"Harley say it!" he yelled i jumped

"we haven't done anything in a long time and every time i try to be lovey towards you, you push me away" i said looking away

"listen cupcake, daddy has a lot of work to do. And you're not helping" he yelled the last part then pushed me off the desk i sighed 

"puddin" i said still laying on the floor

"what Harley?" he asked annoyed

"do you still love me?" i asked i got no answer he sighed

"yes" he said 

"are you sure? I'm not going to waste my life on being used because i can find someone to love me" i said standing up i looked at his desk and he wasn't there i furrowed my eyebrows

Then i was pushed up against the wall.

"who's gonna love you like me?" he asked

"who's gonna make you feel like me?" he asked

"no one" he answered for me

"quit being stupid, i love you" he said i nodded

Not even a kiss.

"can i at least have a kiss? Or a kiss and a 20 minute cuddle break?" i asked he sighed

"fine" he said i squealed

He picked me up and set me on the office couch and he laid beside me holding me.

"puddin?" i asked

"hmm" he hummed

"love is a funny thing" i stated he nodded wrapping his arms around me

"i mean how many times in the past 8 years have we broken up and gotten back together?" i laughed he chuckled 

"too many pumpkin" he said i giggled and cuddled into him

"we need to stop" i said 

"stop what?" he asked 

"just stop for a little, times a ticking my love, and i want a baby" i said

"we've almost had two" he said 

"maybe we should" i said

"when Harley? When do we possibly have time? I mean we're always in the city or i'm trying to kill batman i always get caught and put into Arkham" he said 

"i know but you always get out" i said he stayed quit for a while

"oh what the hell" he said climbing on top of me

. . .

I was laying on the couch wide awake smiling, Mr. J was working on his plans again. I reached for my Jester suit and cap. 

After i slipped everything on i walked over to him and kissed his cheek.

"thank you Puddin" i said he smiled at me 

"you're very welcome Pooh" he said

"i'm going upstairs to sleep" i said 

"i'll be up soon" he mumbled i smiled

I got my way once again, Mr. J barely ever says no to me. But i have a feeling that's gonna be the last time we do anything for a while without me begging him.

I climbed into bed thinking i could maybe have a baby soon, trying for the 3rd time.

I was almost asleep when the door opened letting the hall light in, i heard him shuffle around taking his clothes off and climbing into bed. I knew something was up because he usually would pull me close and cuddle with me.

I let it go and went to sleep.

*Dream*

I was in the midst of giving birth when Mr. J walked in the door bloodshot eyes tears running down his cheeks.

"i'm sorry Harls i should've been here" he said i looked at him confused

"what's wrong Puddin?" i asked

"one of the babies didn't make it" he said

"why me?" i cried

"we still have our other beautiful baby boy" he said i nodded

"but my baby girl" i cried

"where is she?" i asked

"i want to hold her" i yelled they took her away from me and gave her to someone i'm guessing the morge person

"Bring her back" i yelled

"Please" i screamed

*dream over*

"HARLEY" Puddin shook me i shot up crying i looked at him crying harder

"shh" he said pulling me in

"what happened in your dream?" he asked

"we had twins i guess and we lost one of them" my voice cracked

"what did we have?" he asked

"one boy and one girl, the girl didn't make it" i said he rubbed my back while laying us back down

"it'll be okay, it was just a dream" he said he was drawing shapes on my back, he knew that was one of the ways i fell asleep

"you're the only one for me, she's out of my life for sure" he said

"i know you're asleep but trust me when i say this, you're the only one i have ever loved the only reason i was with her was to keep you safe" he said i wasn't asleep 

"i never want you to leave me" his voice cracked

"i know i'm a hard ass on you but i can't let them show to much or someone real bad is going to take you away from me" he said 

"no, no one can ever take you from me" he said

"if they do they die" he said laughing at the end

"i love you sweetness my baby, pumpkin, pooh, my sweet cupcake" he said listing off almost all the nick names he gives me.

915 words, i didn't write as much but eh