Pacify Her (Joker & Harley Quinn)

chapter 39

|| Harley ||

I played with his air while he slept on my chest.

"that feels good" he mumbled

"do you have any meetings today?" i asked he nodded and groaned

"are you gonna be okay alone?" he asked i nodded

"are you sure?" he asked i nodded

"okay well i better get up and get ready" he said getting up 

"okay" i said he came to my side of the bed and kissed me

"i love you" he said looking into my eyes

"i love you more Puddin" i said holding his wrist while his hand griped my face

He walked into the bathroom to take his shower and get ready for his meeting.

I sighed and slumped back on the head board, when a memory came back to me.

*flashback*

"dance for us" they yelled i shook my head crying they threw objects at me one hit my head and eye so i had a black eye

"dance for me baby girl" the guy said he was basically the leader he had a gun to my head

To keep my life i danced.

Later that night he came in my room and raped me, from that night on he would come in my room and rape me.

Beat me everyday. 

Punch. twack. I can still feel the pain

i started to scream 

*flashback over*

"HARLEY" Joker yelled shaking me my cheeks were wet from my tears

"what what" i asked

"are you okay?" he asked

"what happened" he asked

"the flashback's, i haven't told you the full story" i said he nodded for me to go on

His phone rang.

"i've got to go pooh explain when i get back okay?" he asked i nodded

"you're okay to stay home alone? With the kids? I can call Sel really quick or Frost" he said i shook my head

"i'll be okay" i said he nodded and kissed me

"i love Harley Frances Quinn" he said

"i love you Jack Napier" i said to him he smiled and shut the bedroom door, i looked over at the clock and saw it was a little after 10 am, the kids are still asleep?

My phone buzzed

Puddin: Oh by the way kids don't wake up till about 10:30ish and Ava likes eating her fruit in the morning as for Jayden he likes pancakes or waffles then turn the tv to channel 14 that's morning cartoons also Ava and Jayden both need baths. Love you and have a good day baby.

I sighed and put my phone down and rubbed my temples. I missed 3 years of their lives. I'm missing no more.

"mommy" Jayden said from the doorway

"goodmorning buddy" i said sitting up he came over and climbed into bed with me

"i really really missed you mommy" he said batting his long eyelashes

"aw buddy, i missed you so much" i said

"what about daddy? and Ava?" he asked

"oh of course i missed them too" i said laughing he did too