Pacify Her (Joker & Harley Quinn)

chapter 42

|| Harley ||

I woke up in a white room, it was way too bright.

"someone shut the lights off" i groaned i heard someone shuffle and turn off the lights

"how long was i out?" i asked

"5 months" the voice said i knew that voice

"J?" i asked 

"it's me baby" he said grabbing my hand

"you left me" i cried 

"no no no" he said rubbing my back while climbing in bed with me

"no baby, i turned around and you were blacked out, kitty found you" he said holding my head to his chest 

"you left me" my voice cracked

"i never meant too hurt you" he said i hugged his arm crying

"i was in pain" i cried pushing him off me

"and you just up and left, took your ring off too" i said

"did you cheat on me?" i asked

"NO" he yelled

"I didn't cheat i didn't lie, i waited till i was sure and i wasn't i love you more than anything in this whole entire world besides Jay. You think that leaving you was easy? It was the hardest thing i've ever done. But i thought that's what was best not for me but for you, we needed a break Harley and that's okay because every once in a while we will that doesn't mean we go cheat or anything but space. I do love you very much Harley Francis" he said i grabbed my chest as if i was clutching my heart

"how is the baby?" i asked

"very good, actually she's very healthy" he said smiling

"its a girl?" i asked he nodded i put my hands on my belly

"just know baby girl, mommy loves you very much" i said

"and so does daddy" i said Mr. J smiled at me

"i love you Harls" he said looking in my eyes 

"i love you too J" i said he leaned down and kissed me and my belly

. . .

"wow what a beautiful baby girl" the nurse said holding my baby girl

"isn't she?" J said smiling taking her from the nurse

"congrats, what are you naming her?" she asked

"Kinley Francis Joker Quinn Napier" i said looking at joker he nodded

"it's beautiful" he said

"can i hold her?" i asked he nodded and handed her to me

"hi baby, i'm your mommy, i'm gonna take care of you and make sure you have everything you need and show you all the love in the world, you have a big brother and sister your big sister didn't make it but Jay will protect you with his life. I know you don't understand but someday you will baby girl" i said she opened her eyes a little and put her tiny hand in her mouth

"when can i go home? I miss my son" i asked the nurse

"honey you just gave birth wait a couple days, i'll bring Jay up here" he said i nodded

"go get him now" i said he nodded

. . .

"Mommy" Jayden said coming in the door

"hi baby! How is my handsome man?" i asked he nodded

"i'm good, where is my new baby sister?" he asked i pointed over to the clear crib like thing holding my daughter

"what's her name?" he asked

"Kinley Francis Joker Quinn Napier" i said he smiled

"really close to mine" he said i nodded he walked over to her and smiled

"i love you Kinley" he said

"aw" i smiled 

"Jay would you like to stay here with me, mommy, and Kin tonight?" Joker asked Jay he nodded and smiled widely 

"okay buddy" Joker said 

"get some rest baby, we'll still be here when you wake up" Joker said leaning down and kissing me

"i love you" i said he nodded

"i love you" he said back i rolled on my side and let darkness take over me

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Okay my lovely people here is another update i'm not ok with this chapter something feels off about it. But hey like comment and tell me what i should do.