Stay Alive (Sans X Depressed Reader)

Chapter Thirty

- S A N S -

I bolted straight up as my body shook in fear.
I looked around to see the moon shining brightly and the stars peering out.

I sighed,  remembering that
Y/N was still in the hospital,  safe...

She's  SAFE Sans...
Don't think otherwise...
Don't bring yourself down because of this.
Yes, it is your fault...
But you really need to show her that she matters to you.

You need to realize that, Sans, you're an asshole.
Admit it.
You are.
But You are you.
And she loves you...
For who you are.
So shut the Fuck up, suck it up,  and be the fucking weird skeleton  you are.

You will see her again.
Even if she doesn't want to see you, and even if she doesn't admit that she wants to talk to you...
Trust me,  she FUCKING loves you so much.

So how about that sleep, eh?

I layed back down in the soft grass and closed my eyes.
My smile went straight as the thought of Y/N not making it filled my head.
My eyebrows furrowed as I calmed down.

I opened my eyes for a minute and then closed them again.
Memories if Y/N swirled around as the bad ones we're put on hold.

It was nice...
I actually  went back to sleep...

...
...
...
*Morning time*

I slowly opened my eyes as The bright sun Hit my face.

S: "HOLY FUCK SUN!  WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?! AH SHIT. "

I rolled over and sigh.
I then started to choke when a grasshopper literally jumped into my nonexistent mouth. (;3)

I Sprung up and grabbed my throat with one hand while hitting my chest with the other.

I coughed Until it fell out.
I know that Since I'm a skeleton that shouldn't happen,  but I think the barrier changed some things for us when we passed through...

But then...

It should've been you...
You should've jumped...  Not her...
You deserve to die.

"No...
No...!
No!
Not again!
NO!"

I sprung up in complete panic and ran.
My breath was short and my pace was fast.

I didn't know where I was going but I had to get away.

They were coming for me again.
This happened after I watch my Father fall into the void...

I had to get away.
I had to run.
It was my only choice.
But the thing is...
You can never run from your demons...

Kill yourself.
Why would you let her do that?
It's your fault.
If you didn't cause her so much depression this wouldn't have happened...
K I L L  Y O U R S E L F

I ran faster, My bones clacked together as my heart pounded harder.

I stopped and looked side to side in fear.
I was surrounded by fog and trees...
The voices got louder.

If I didn't get away they would be screaming.

You deserve to Die...

"No...
Please...
STOP!"

I clutched my skull and fell to the ground.
Everything around me spun
Tears clouded my vision as I tried to push myself but up.

My body was weak and trembling.
I felt so lonely...