I sighed once again as I stood in the bathroom examining my bruised cheek. The abuse I go through every is unbearable. Yet, I still walk around attempting to hold my head up high.
There is one thing I do not understand one bit. I do nothing to these cruel people. Yet they look at me as if I'm some type of trash.I attempt to be nice they assume that I have some type of disease.
I stood my ground being strong for the longest but I don't know how much longer I can hold on. Eventually I will snap and I know. It's only a matter of time.
There will be this one person that set me off....tip me over the edge.
That person would be the one and only Dean Ambrose.
Oh god, I hate that guy with a passion. He is nothing but a cold hearted, inconsiderate, low down jerk. He out of all people pick on me and just does the smallest things to irritate me.
Bad enough I have to deal with a drug addict of a mother and a father who fell of the face of the earth. Meaning he ran off and left us. Leaving me poor and defenseless with my mother.
My grandma tries to convince me to move In with her but I don't want to. Reason being is because I think it would be wrong to leave my mother to fend for myself. A part of me hopes that there is still hope for her to change.
I need my sweetheart loving mother back. Not the woman who takes pot and abuses me for no apparent reason. She turned to drugs because she knows deep down she misses him. She chooses not to show it mentally but let's drugs embrace her pain physically. Unfortunately, it affects me the most.
Dealing with abuse on a daily basis Is ...I can't even describe the word to describe how I feel every second..every minute of the day. Just to put up with all the bullshit from my mom and these bastards who claim to have the wrestling future. I wonder myself on how I am able to survive.
It's a shocker with me.
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Tears began to sting into my eyes as I kept lightly poking my bruised cheek. It hurts but I can't help it. All because of Tamina. She punched me for no legitimate reason.
This is what I have to deal with on a daily basis. I reach into my bag and I apply some makeup to cover it up. Or to at least try to.
Once that was done, I put my make up back in it's place and I picked up all my books and I exited the bathroom.
Only to bump into the Bella Twins. Oh god.
They are the meanest girls in this school. Of course they would date two of the most popular guys in school. John Cena and Daniel Bryan.
In my opinion, those cold hearted bitches don't deserve guys like them. They are too nice but they won't talk to me anyways.
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"Aww you covered up that nasty bruise of yours" Nikki said with a smirk. I was now able to tell these twins apart now. Nikki has a bit more curves in her body than Brie. Quite frankly, with some surgery but you get the point.
I just rolled my eyes and tried to walk past them.
It's a never ending abuse with me.
"Where do you think you're going?" Brie asked with a smirk. I just huffed.
"Some where where you aren't" I mumbled as I tried to get past them once again but failed. They blocked my passage.
"Im sorry do you want to repeat that?" Nikki snapped getting into my face. I avoided her gaze. She then pushed me into the wall and smacked the books out of my hands.
I looked up at her with fearful eyes. She glared down at me. She was always the one to have the deadly glare. She looked down at the books and then at me. "Pick them up" She demanded. I nodded quickly and I went down and scrambled my books together. Before I could even get up on my own to feet I was kicked back down to the ground by Brie.
I groaned and held my side but Nikki then kicked the side of my face. That was the moment when I got a bit dizzy and things begin to blur in and out.
