Kissing scars

Broken smile

** GEMMA'S POV**

Wes decided that he would drop me off at the dance studio after our surf because Brandon had work. Oh the way there we just listened to the radio then my favorite song came on trouble by Nevershoutnever. I was jamming out everything was so much fun we were laughing and smiling. I threw my arms up in the air and my sleeve fell down. Reveling my cuts from the past. He stared at my wrist in confusion just looking and shaking he pulled to the side of the road.

"Wes you wer-"

" Why?" he cut me off before I could finish

"You don't know me well enough to know what happened" I explained

"No I don't but I know you well enough to care about you!" "were you even going to tell me?"

"Well no I didn't want you to know" why would he care he doesn't know me he doesn't know my problems

I started breaking down crying as all of the memories come flooding back into my mind. all of the pain, all of the worry, and all of the stress I caused people. I started to explain my sorry and about all my cuts.

**flashback**

The was a nock at the door and I was running down to get it. I was rushing to the door to go and open it for my big brother because it was our movie night. Just me and him. I opened the door... but not to find nick to find the county officer standing at my door with his hat off.

"Miss may I come in" the officer spoke

" Um yeah let me check with my parents first."

"Hey mom dad can you come down here the is a officer standing at the front door!" I screamed to my parents

"Oh I officer what can we help you with" my mother and father smiled

"I'm sorry mam but it's your son nick..."

He explained to my mother about the accident and his death.

I fell to the floor screaming in agony he was gone my big brother gone he isn't here anymore.

The following 2 weeks I became really depressed and stayed home from school. People were texting me saying sucks to loose your brother I wish it was your that died. I read that message in deep though I cried soo much that my eyes were already puffy and burning. I grabbed the box out from under my bed and grabbed the sharp jagged blade and drug it across my wrist and my thighs. Releasing all the pain I felt on the inside. I laid there thinking this is it this was the end. I felt it inside of me I was slowly going I fell sleepier and sleepier as I lost all the blood.

I woke up in the hospital but I couldn't see I couldn't speak or move but I could here the doctors And my parents talking.

"How long do you think she will be in this comma?" I could here in my moms voice she was crying

Wait coma I'm in a coma

I heard my two grids walking into the room and asking for time alone with me.

"Hey Gemma" I could tell by the deep and husky voice that it was TY

Heard a shuffle of feet come to the side of my bed and herd her sobbing it was Karina

TY grabbed my hand and started crying I have never heard or seen him cry he isn't a softy he is the jock of my school

When he grabbed my hand I felt a drip of a tear on my hand. I tried so hard to move my hand to tell them I was rigt there and I did but I don't think they felt it is squeezed TY's hand but this time I know he felt it even though it was week it was still a squeeze.

"Karina push the nurses button and let her parents in!" he yelled

Then I woke up.

**end of flashback**

I took a deep breath

"And ever sense then I have cut when bad things happen"

I looked up to see a tear dripping down his face. And I wipe it away with my thumb and the I wipe my tears away too.

He took a deep breath as spoke "I will be your new brother I may not replace him but I will always be there for you now how about we go and get some snacks and have a movie might"

We didn't speak the rest of the night we just watched movies all night until I fell asleep on his lap just me and my big brother

**WESTEN'S POV**

Her story touched me and that night I made a promise to myself that I would never leave her and I would protect her like my own little sister nothing bad will happen to her I will help her threw this.

She fell asleep on my lap while watching Toy Story3. I picked her up and carried her up to her bed room. I took off her shoes and put socks on her and I took off her dress and just slipped on shorts and a t shirt over her and tucked her in. The scars on her thighs and more noticeable than thrones on her wrist they most have been deeper. But I don't want to worry about that right now I need to get home. I kissed her forehead and told her goodnight turning off her lights and leaving the house.

I won't let anything bad happen to her...

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Okay sorry for the short chapter but I want to make a shout out to my best friend Alaina for going thew all the shit with me and being there for me she is amazing

And another shout out to Michael Boo Boo for making me laugh when I need it

Thank you to Connor who was there when I needed to talk and making me promise it wouldn't happen again

And thanks too that special someone who I haven found yet but I know your out there (: