**GEMMA'S POV**
My breathing started getting heavy when Brandon asked me what was wrong. I can't cry in front of Skylar I can't show her that I am weak I pulled Brandon into the other room
"No I'm not okay" as I sobbed into his shoulder.
My breaths keep getting shallower and it's getting hard to get air in my system
"Gems are you okay?" Brandon asked
"I can't-" i said in-between gasps
"You can't what? are you okay can you breath"he asked
I steadied my breathing and tried to stop crying I didn't want him to worry so I lied
"Yeah urmm I'm fine"i said putting on a fake smile
"Okay?"he said
"Let's go into the movie room with the others" he said as he was holding onto my hand and not letting go
We set the blankets out and put in the movie I could feel sky's eyes burning into my skin as she looked at me I looked back and she just nuzzled he head into the crook of Wes' shoulder and smiled
I Laid my head on Brandon's chest and my eyes started drifting closed
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I woke up as the movie ended sky and Wes were in some room asleep as Brandon Lane and I were the only ones awake downstairs
"So are you going to tell me what happened between you and Wes' new girl?" Lane asked with one eyebrow raised
My eyes shot open as Brandon looked at Lane with a confused look I sighed and looked lane in the eyes
"She is the one that put me in the hospital"
"What the hell are you okay?!?!?!" Lane asked
"Yeah she just put me where I am now and she made me hate myself ad suffer from depression she would walk around telling people not to talk to me and shit like that but it doesn't bother me anymore in stronger than I was before" I said with a reassuring smile
"So are we going to tell Wes because I don't think he should be-"Brandon was cut off by a cracking voice
"Are we going to tell Wes what?" it was Skylar she was still clueless
"About....the prank we are about to pull on him but we decided that we aren't going to do it anymore so don't worry about it" Lane laughed
"Oh okay" she said as she shot me a glair
She jolted back upstairs as the rest of us laid down and put in another movie. when I looked over Lane was already asleep on the couch. I giggled to myself quietly. I looked up at Brandon's face and smiled.
"Whatcha lookin at" he questioned me
"You" I said with a sigh"your so perfect every girl in the school likes you and they are all so much enter than me. so why me? why not Britney or Ashley?i just don't understand I don't think I'm worth it I'm not pretty I'm just not worth it" I said as a tear rolled Down my cheek
"I know your not pretty your beautiful and words can't describe how much you mean to me"he said in response
"But I don't feel beautiful Brandon"i said
"Then I will just have to show you how beautiful tomorrow go to sleep you need to rest with that bad cough if yours" as he winked
I rested my head on his chest again closing my eyes
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I woke up In the middle of the night all sweaty but yet I was freezing I had the sudden feeling to run to the bathroom. I crouched next the the toilet and I started throwing up blood I couldn't stop but I didn't want anybody else to know. and then Skylar walked into the room
"Are you okay?" she said it almost sounded like she cared
"Gemma!?!?"
"Yeah I'm fi-"
*******BRANDON'S POV*****
I woke up to screaming. I looked around and gems wasn't next to me I ran up the stairs to find Skylar in the bathroom holding onto the body of Gemma she was knocked out
"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED!" "WHAT DID YOU DO" i spat out at Skylar but before I could notice what happened Skylar was crying and in shock
"I-I don't know she was throwing up blood and I came in here to check on her and she just passed out and I screamed I'm soo sorry Brandon I don't know what happened" she sobbed
"Go call 911 and wake everyone up"i yelled
She did as I told and ran downstairs and grabbed the house phone and called he I was sitting with Gemma holding her in my arms bit know what was going on
I checked her pulse and it was still there but very weak everybody came up stairs and drake cradled her in his arms as Kate Lane were crying Skylar was sitting back down on the bathroom floor in shock shacking and screaming we all went downstairs as the ambulance pulled up the drive way
"Only one can ride with her"
The guy said
"I'll go" we all turned heads to see Skylar climbing into the ambulance with the man and then they drove off with us following in the car behind
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hey I had like the best night last night ashton one of my best friends asked me out on Instagram kinda lol it's hard to explain follow me on Instagram @sarah_dance_forever & along with
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