**BRANDON'S POV**
Wes, Drake, and I are sitting at the table in Starbucks. I think they just took me here to get things off of my mind.
"Listen man I'm so sor-"
"Please just stop" I said breaking into his sentence.
I dug my head into my hands taking shallow breaths and then looked up. When the lady brought us our drinks it felt like it was all in slow motion. I took the large java chip frappe in my hand with Gemma's name written on it. we started heading back to her room and on the way there was the cancer center I saw a little girl in her room watching tv. she looked like a fighter. A weak yet strong little girl going through all of this, it's terrible. we come up to Gemma's room and I hear laughter I step in her room and turn my head to her bed she smiled and I dropped both of our drinks and ran towards her.
"You look terrible" I say not realizing what I jut said
"Thanks... it's not the first time today." she said coming out with barely a whisper
"Sorry I dropped your java chip" I say as I crawl in under the covers with her
"It's fine babe no amount of coffee could keep me awake like you do" she smiled
"Soo what's wrong with me?" she asked again
"We will have the doctor explain it to you we don't understand it" Wes said
Dr Mary walked in the door 15 minuets later as Gemma and I were watching pretty little liars
"Well hello Gemma you seem to be feeling much better today" she kindly said with a smile
"Yeah I am but my throat feels kinda dry" Gemma replied back
Dr.m handed her a cup of water and Gemma drank it allll down.
Wow.
"Would you mind explaining what I have to me?" Gemma asked
"Sure thing sweetheart"
" You have here what we call Haemoptysis it is the medical word for coughing up blood. This symptom is usually due to a problem within the airways or lungs. There is a range of different causes. Your causes are rare for your age and health, you aren't getting enough air in her lungs causing your airways to dry out and get raw then there isn't enough air or oxygen to get into your blood causing it to come out in anyway or bruise very often." She said
My jaw dropped. All Gems could get out if her mouth was an oh
"You may leave today but there are some things you can't do for 6-8 months" she said sadly
"And what can't i do mam'" he asked her voice shaky
"You can't skate in any way(ice skate, roller, board) no surfing no physical activities that can get you our if breath, and you need to not and I repeat do not get stressed out" she said very strictly
"Wait but does that mean I can't dance" she said looking down at her feet
"Nope, no dancing thank you for your visit you may leave anytime now" dr.m said as she headed out the door.
**GEMMA'S POV**
My heart sank. sure I love to skate and surf but dance? I live for that. I live, breath, and sleep dance. it's my life. I started getting out of my bed to pack up my stuff as I wipe tears away from my eyes
"Ca- can your please l-leave" I said in between sniffles
"Do you want help packing up your stuff" Brandon asked
"JUST FUCKING LEAVE!" I shouted
I started getting light headed due to the stress I grabbed the railing on the bed and sat on it
Breath...come on breath I took three deep breaths In and out regaining my strength
Everybody walked out of the room as I stood backup and gathered my crap I grabbed my grey rhinestoned hip hop sweat pants and my crop stop that said go surfing eat tacos and have sex I threw my hair up into a bun and Put on some mascara I stuffed everything else into my bag and walked out to the waiting room where everybody was.
I couldn't help to see Brandon's dirty blond hair and not be upset about how I yelled at him he is sensitive and i should have thought before i spoke
I started running and colliding into his back as I hugged him from behind
"I'm sorry" I whispered
As he turned around his cheeks were red from crying he pulled me and wrapped me in his arms
"It's okay i know how much pressure your in. Let's ride home okay?"
"Okay."i said
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•in the car
The car ride is ridiculous nobody is saying anything to me it's silent come to think of it nobody's said anything at all they all just keep looking at me.
"Okay so obviously nine of you know what to say" I said as we arrived in Brandon's drive way
They all just mumbled under their breath
"Oh come on it's not like I'm dead and your talking to a ghost I'm a person a live one talk to me!" I yelled
They still didn't reply I just went up to Brandon's room I pulled out my phone and called my mum after a few rings she picked up
Mum: hello?
Me: hi mum...
Mum: oh hunny how are you
feeling I'm sorry I had to leave for a business trip last night
Me: yeah umm I'm going to rest
Mum:okay love you
Me: bye
I hung up all she cares about is work all she does she doesn't even cancel because her own daughter is in the hospital
Wes walked into the room with a envelope in his hands he sat on the bed and handed it to me I just looked at it
"What?" I questioned
"Open it love" he smiled
I open it up slowly and carefully I look down and back up at him about to pull a card out it read sorry but shit happens I look at it and laugh I look up at him and he nods his head telling me open it I look down at it and it had 3 VIP meet and great back stage passes to emblem 3
"Oh my fucking god Weston!" I screamed as I attacked him with a hug
"Ones for you Brandon and Lane" he smiled "they were only $735.03
So whatever you better get me a picture with them!"
Only.... Only?!?! That's a shit load of money ohhhhh what a Great friend.... I screamed and everybody ran upstairs
"Gems are you okay?!"brandon yelled
"What's going on" Lane asked
"Were are going to meet emblem3 Oh my god Lane and Brandon you're coming with ahhhhhh I'm so excited we are going to meet our husbands Lane!!!!" I yelled at she jumped up and down with me
"But what about me... I wanna be your husband someday..." He looked down and blushed
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Okay end of this chapter sorry for not updating guys I had a slight problem my boyfriend and I had something big going on I our lives so I kinda had to take a break from everything okay bye my loves :*
