All Things Lost (Twilight Story)

Life moves on

You got it, you got it, some type of magic

Hypnotic, hypnotic, you're leaving me breathless

I hate this, i hate this, your not the one I believe in

with god as my witness

- I caught myself by Paramore

APOV

A million thoughts soared through my mind at once.

Will they kill me?

How will I excape!

Wait, why would they wait untill now to eat me?

They still have golden oaras...

I stared intently at Carlise. He was looking at me causiously. I didn't move, i just held still. Maybe if i don't move they won't attack. I made up my mind quickly. As long as I get some questions answered i'll be less afrad maybe. "Your going to kill me aren't you?" I said slowly. They all looked at me in shock.

"You really think we would hurt you?" Mommy asked sadly. I nodded slowly. Mommy burst into tears that wouldn't fall. I felt guilty for making her cry, but she was a vampire! Carlise smiled sadly. "Ally dearest we would never hurt you. Your part of our family." he said seriously. "Why wouldn't you harm me?" I said. "As I said before your part of our family, and we don't even drink human blood, only animals." He responded.

I relaxed a little and he told me everything else about vampires. Later that night I snuggled under the covers and went into a blissful dreamless sleep.

RPOV

"What are we going to do!" I said in a whisper shout to Carlise and Esme. "Our only hope is to just keep her safe untill then. She's going to have to make a choice," he said grimly. I could only nod my head stiffly. The best gift was knowing I could watch my baby grow up, but it killed me to know she could be taken away. I sighed and fought back tears.

I would just have to enjoy these next few years as much as I can. I went over to Ally's sleeping form and kissed her lightly on the forehead.

7 Years Later

APOV

It's been awhile since everything that happened. I was sitting on the couch with Emmet. "Don't you want to try and beat me?" he asks. I shake my head. "You hate loseing and I already know i'll win." I say confidently. He makes a face and I laugh and jump of off the couch and run upstaires. Esme found a house almost excatly like the one we had.

Beofre I could make it up the steps Esme callsme from the kitchen. I went in the kitchen and sat down. I looked up at Esme's and Alice's excited faces. I started to get nervous. "We aren't going shopping again are we? I'm pretty sure we spend all day yesterday doing that." I tell them. Alice frowns at me, but Esme is unfazed.

"We inrolled you in school," Esme said excitedly. I thought about this. I've never been to school before. I smiled slightly and nodded my head. Alice went into dreamy land (as I like to call it) and walked away. She did this whenever shopping ocorred. I rolled my eyes and watched as Esme started making dinner.

I headed to the backyard. "I'm going outside," I called to no one in preticular. "Okay dear," Esme called back. It was almost the end of summer. Fall was transofrming everything. Leaves where dancing gracfully in the air before landing on the ground. I pulled my coat around me tighter and walked over to my little house.

Emmet had built me a minuture house. It's just big enough for me to fit in it. I jsut turned 11 two weeks ago. I am only 5'3 though, but I don't mind. Alice and I can be short together. The only thing I had problems with was my cycle. It just happened, and I ran out of the living room like I was being chased. I was so afraid the blood would set off the house of vampires.

I was very pleased to find that they didn't find me yummy. I had laughed very hard at that. My mood instantly got depressed once I closed the door behind me.

Flash Back

"Ally can you come in here?" Charlise called. I was walking by and opened the door. He looked sad. I sat down infrount of his desk. "Ally, now that you are old enough, you have a choice," He said slowly. "What kind of choice?" I asked. "One that will change your life forever." He told me grimly. My stomach dropped. "You mean weather or not I should change?" I asked softly.

He winced, but nodded. "Before you answer, go out and think about it," He told me. I nodded and got up "Ally, we will love you no matter what you choose." He says kindly. I bit back tears and nod.

End Of Flash Back

What did I really want? Could I give my life away? I sighed and listened to The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars on my Ipod. I made a list in my head of the pro's and con's.

Pros" I'll live forever, I'll be beauitful forever, No more having to use the bathroom, and I get to meeet my sould mate one day.

Cons" I have to hunt, I'll be uncontrolable, can't eat, and i'll have to watch people die as I live on, and no kids.

If I live forever I can be with my family forever and ever. I smiled and thought some more. I didn't have anything to lose. I should do it. I got off of the couch and ran inside to Charlise office. "Back so soon?" He asked. I playfully glared at him. "I think I know what want. Alout can change in 4 years, but I know what I want for now," I tell him.

He nods and I continue. "I want to become a vampre." I tell him. "How can you want that?" He askes sadly. "Charlise, you think your taking away my life, but your not. You are giving me more life. If I live forever thing of the things I will get to see and do. I don't have to worry about a timelimit on my life to do what I want." I tell him proudly.

He smiles happily back at me. "On your 16th birthday i'll change you," he says softly. I nodd and happily hug him. I know this is what I want. I want a chance to do everything my heart desires. I was rediculously happy.

Next day

I groaned and rolled out of bed. I wasn't prepaired for today at all. Yesterday Alice went overboard with the locker stuff. I got up and dressed for school and ate my breakfast. Afterwards I got into the car and Mom drove me to school. She smiled encouragely. "You'll do just fine," she tells me. I smile brightly back and nod before getting out.

I went over to a beauitiful oak tree and sat down. What i didn't notice was a girl sitting excatly the same way on the other saide. "Hey," she said making me jump a foot high. As I said I didn't notice a girl though. I smile shyly. "Hey, names Ally," i tell her. She smiled back and sticks out her hand. "Katie," she tells me. (Lolz I felt the need to add myself as a character :D awesomeness, get to know me better)

I smile warmly. I had a feeling we were going to be friends. "Well Hi Katie," I say shakeing her hand. She gets up and sits next to me. "Your new here right?" she asked excitedly. She is about my age and height. She has short brown hair and brown eyes with glasses. "That obvious?" i ask. She laughs and shakes her head.

"Yea, kinda," she says. I giggle and we launch into a long conversation. The bell rings and we get up. She is almost just like me. The rest of the day went like that. We talked as much as possible. I made 2 more friends that were Katie's friends two. They are Valeria and Paige. They are relally funny and are such dorks, but I like them.

I felt my life forming together.

Hope you liked it! Sorry it took so long anyways i'm going to jump to 15 years old :d hope you don't mind my age jumping lolz it's just that I don't have any good ideas for that stuff. You are going to love the next one :) Can you guess who comes back? Ohhhhh it could be anyone, but I bet you know :D anyways read and review!