⇻ I have always loved the moonlight it wasn't something new but for some reason that night the moon made me feel calmer and more relaxed than usual. It kind of made me feel like I was... home.⇺
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Date: November 7th 1915
I took two steps back still looking at her heartbroken. I finally took my eyes off of her and turned around to see Jungkook facing me he looked sad. "I'm sorry, Hoseok. I warned you multiple times but I still didn't expect it to end this way." He admitted. It was Jungkook who told Isabella what I did, the person I would never expect it from. I was worn out I didn't even utter a word I just walked past him making my way back to my humble house that was in a very small village, somewhere far away from the palace.
Once the moon came out I walked out of my house to see the emerald moon staring back at me. It clicked, I adored the color of the moon because it reminded me of the color of Isabella's eyes. I made my way to the café where Isabella and I used to go to. Once I walked in my eyes met with a familiar pair of emerald eyes which I adored. I was going to turn around and leave but decided to man up and walk towards her. "Isabella, my love. I'm sorry. What I've done is horrible." I said sadly. She gestured for me to sit down which I did. Minutes passed by I took a sip of my coffee but she didn't take a sip of hers. She doesn't drink her coffee cold at all, it had to be burning hot. It reminded me when we used to come here before and she used to always take a sip of her burning coffee and burn the tip of her tongue. "Would you like me to get you another cup of coffee?" I asked her. "I'm fine." She said. "Hoseok, I had a lot of things on my mind I wanted to tell you. I knew you would come here because it's our comforting place. Suddenly I forgot what I had to tell you, suddenly I feel like I don't need to tell you anything because it won't change anything. You betrayed me. You broke my heart, I already knew your plans not so long ago but Jungkook kept telling me that your feelings for me were true and that you're going to confess your doings but you were planning to leave without confessing do you know how I felt and I still feel?"
I didn't say anything. I couldn't dare to utter a word because I didn't have the right to. "Do you have anything to say?" She asked, I could tell she was expecting to hear something from me. I just stayed quiet. The words I held back from saying was 'I need you. You're my home. I need you by my side." But I bit my lip and didn't say anything. "I guess we ran out of things to say now. It's sad how everything has changed. I'll get going now." She stood up and left without saying farewell or telling me to live well. Just like that she walked out of my life and I sat there like I fool watching her leave the café, watching her pass the window I was sitting next to. I kept watching her until her figure disappeared into the dark night. Watching her walk out of my life that easily.
I felt empty. I knew she was my home, I knew she meant the world to me but fate was never by our side most specifically fate was never by my side. I knew that I would never be able to fall in love ever again. All of our future plans that we planned for hours was just a waste of time. All the promises we made for each other were broken. I started thinking about our love story from the very beginning till the end as I was drinking my coffee and glancing at the beautiful emerald moon as if I was looking at her eyes. Even though I was in love with Isabella our love story was hidden we weren't able to be together publicly which made my heart ache even more even though we were already over. I didn't know how I was going to move on from her, I didn't know how I was going to get used to not seeing her everyday for almost my entire day. I just knew that I'll never fall in love again.
