Homecoming is tomotrow. I have no clue what I am doing, beside the fact that I have to get up at 5 for a cross country meet.
I have had my dress for a year. Yet I was never asked. My brother has his girfriend, and my girl friends have dates. I really don't want to third wheel. And it never would have happened if!!!!'''''''''---
The 3 guy that where planing on asking me did not all think I already have a date. No I am not making this up the mother of the son. Told me!! Agh.. how do people get that ill informed? I can guess 2 but who is the third I whana know. I deserve to know. Agh. Boys. I miss ben.
And I guess I am trying to bale, homecoming to 'keep my innocence' not that parker will help, but still I don't want to see the cringe fest that is highschoolers trying to grind. Ghhh,Shriver.
I grew up watching burlesque and Chicago and pretty woman, I know how to dance and act right. It's sad to see people so... bad ..
Not that I am a pro.
Any way what do I do?? I need help??
-maria
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Randomthis is a diary... if you know me this stays here and is left here. what this writing is to get bad things out of my head that I don't want to ever have to repeate. or hear. I can't live with them... this is my end.
