You wake up each morning starting by staring at your wrist with thoughts such as "What if I just dug a little farther, what if I didn't miss, what if.....,"
You heard your step-dad yelling at you to hurry up you through on a shirt and pants and some shoes and don't even bother too brush your hair you put it up in a hair tie though your step dad yells at you for taking so long you try to ignore him but after years of this it gets to your head you run too the bus and wrap your wrist in (f,c) bandages because you don't like it when people ask questions about the scars you just don't know what to say to them....few minutes later you get the school
No one bothers to say hi or something when you use what's left of your manners and say good morning but you don't care.
You don't make the best of grades but you try your best to keep them a C or higher. You don't like math but you're pagood at it you work on the handout when the so called popular kid walks by and pushes your stuff off your desk you pick it up unimpressed about the lame bullying but in your heart you feel the pain, the locket your sister gave you before her and your mom died at the hospital after a car crash fell out and popped opened and you have a flash back ...
"No please," you cry
"You can't leave me,"
"I love you," your sister said weakly reaching for her torn jacket opening the pocket and giving you the locket
"Don't forget about me,".....that was her last words, you cry uncontrollably
You open the locket it's pictures of you giving her bunny ears and sticking your tongue out and her laughing.
A tear rolls down your cheek you grab the locket and put it on and tuck it in your shirt
Time skip to after lunch you have 20 minutes of free time
You sir on the cold pavement you can almost feel the winter air in your lungs
"Hi," a guy said
"Hello," you said looking at the tall boy you think is in your grade
"Im Jerome," he said as he sat but missed the pavement and sat in the wet grass.
You smiled a quick smile but it fell off your face
"(Y,n)," you said a little doubt full because no one really just talks to you
You and Jerome talk about your day then he says that it makes him upset they way he sees people treat you the the bell rings you froun then go to your next class
You keep thinking about what he said you never really thought that anyone cared.
(Sorry school is boring so time skip you decide to walk home since your house isn't that far away)
You approach your house when you see your step-dads friend is there you hated how acted like he loved you when other people are around.
"Hello,"
"How was school (y,n)," your step-dads friend said
"It was ok," you said then walked off
Shortly after he left your dad came in and asked you if you had homework you said yes but he usually didn't care he smacked you in the back or your head and told you too work on it you go upstairs to your room and took off the (f,c) bandages then do your homework you end up falling asleep from at your desk
(This is the end of this chapter I know it isn't very clear about the scars it's just I didn't want to jump right in to bullying and abusive step-dad thing so see ya next chapter)
