Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

dont get involved with me

After a alright first day at school apart from the Harry thing everything was pretty normal, im so grateful that Lia is my friend I would be so lost without her at school. Lia has a friend called Katie so I think we will all be a good group toghether and I like Katie so yay It all seems to be working out. I really cant figure out Harry though, after that I saw him bunking lessons with Liam and smoking in the playground on my way to the toilets during class. He kept staring at me but I pretended I wasnt looking or noticed but of course I did you could not miss those big beautiful big eyes if they'd seen you from a thousand miles away. Lia said he never talks to anyone apart from the boys and girls while he is having sex with them, she said he never really talks to girls for a conversation like we did today during history. I dont know whats going on with me and him he seems so bad and troubled but I feel like there is a different side to him deep down but no one has gotten close enough to see, as far as I know,

Lia took me to their local shopping centre and we went shopping to topshop and river island. She had such a nice figure and was abouslotely stunning could wear anything she wanted and still look really good. I on the other hand cant get into everything well i can i just feel uncomfortable, but I cut lose and got what I wanted its my first party I didnt want people to not know me so I got a navy blue figure hugging dress with black small wedges I didnt want to fall over oh gosh that would be a diaster. Lia got the same sort of thing just green and slighty different style. It fitted her perfectly she was really excited about the party. she said it would be good for people to know who I was so it wasnt another awkward day at school. I dont know but I dont mind.

We back to her house to get ready her mum is really lovely welcomed me as if I'd known her all my life felt a lot better then earlier anyway. I put lose curls/waves in my hair making it look shaggy and messing slapped on some makeup and applied my mascara and eyeliner. We both looked pretty hot if im honest. BEEP BEEP

from: best mother alive 

dont get up to anyone dogey tonight you know i was reluctent to let you go, dont drink or do drugs and definatly no sex! Have fun chicka love you x

sex? ahah im a virgin ive barely kissed a boy, never felt ready so yeah. we got in to Katie's car as she doesn't drink and headed to the party.

HARRY POV

This party is shit, why am i hear? Its only because the boys wanted me here to just be with them. I couldnt get this girl off my mind louisa I felt like i had to watch over her and protect her. I didnt want to get invloved with her though i would just ruin her, I cant be close to girls I constantly fuck up I know that. I dont want to hurt her but I feel a connection to her, I cant believe we sit next to each other in History. It was so awkward I couldnt feel anything I was numb. She was around the school when me and Liam were bunking and smoking I bet she doesnt like me. I wouldnt, Oh my God she just walked in she looks so stunning the dress oh my gosh. fuck me 

LOUISA POV

Harry? He seems to be everywhere. Okay he looks so simply hot a plain black tee and skinny jeans he is sitting in the coner drinking the rest of the boys are dotted around the room pulling girls. He looks like he has had a fight he has a bruise underneath his eye. Shit what happened? Lia was right there are a lot of older years here and oh my gosh they are stunning ahah! Lets pull! 

90 minutes later

HARRYS POV

Shes been alone for this whole party Lia has come and spoken to her a couple times but not a lot. A boy comes and sits next to her, he starts to get really close to her and them places his hands on her thigh she looks like she is feeling uncomfortable. He then kisses her, how am i containing myself. He takes her hand and leads her upstairs no way is he having sex with Louisa I have got to stop this. I let them 5 minutes and then followed then discretly up the stairs. I could hear her voice from the minute I hit the stairs. 

"stop.... no i dont want this please let me go" she was crying.

LOUISA POV

Harry came in the door to see me pinned against the wall crying for help while dave had his rotten hands on my while kissing my neck. Harry put his fingers to his lips singalling me not to let on he was in the room and with in minutes Dave had been knocked out Harry had gotten a Vase and smashed him over the head and then beat him up. 

"We have to leave" He said quickly.