I got my costume figured out. It's defiantly perfect. But in all honesty it is so badass! (this is her costume)
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Everything has changed. I'm not sure if its for the better. I'm not sure how to cope with this whole fame thing. The paps are my least favorite thing. I'm ok with the rest. Besides the pressure of always looking good. I'm so tired of being perfect,
My phone cut off my thoughts of writing I had six out of seven songs complete.
"This is Raven" I spoke into the phone.
"Hey raven its Mikey. I don't think we should be going out anymore. I think were done."
"What did I do?" I spoke as tears fell down my face.
"Nothing I just think we weren't made for each other, sorry. I just fell in love with someone else."
"So you were cheating on me?" Silence is all I got, so yes he did.
"I hate you Michael Clifford. Don't ever call me or contact me in anyway."
I didn't bother hanging up as I hurtled my phone at the wall, watching as it broke into a million pieces.
I let out a scream. Why can't I be perfect. He left me.
My computer started going off
It was Ash.
I hit answer. "Raven what happened."
"Ask Michael"
"Just tell me."
"He cheated on me." I sobbed out appearing on the screen finally, I heard ash inhale sharply at my expression.
"I'm going to kill him." He stood up and stormed out of the room.
I then realized i need to get myself together. If Michael sees me like this, that means he won. I won't let him win
I texted Ash that I would be back soon I hung up on him, and went to call luna on the computer. she answered
"Hey Raven, what's up"
"Ok one I need a new phone. Two Michael broke up with me and I need help to make it look like it didn't hurt at all. So hurry I need help."
Without even a beat she replied "We are going to give him a run for his money. I'm on my way" and hung up.
I immediately grabbed a dress and went to go shower. Since the boys are coming today, I have to go pick them up at the airport. Meaning I have to look hot as hell. (this is her outfit)
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I'm going to slay. I got into the shower and washed all my running makeup off. As soon I was done washing I grabbed the fluffy white towel. I quickly did my makeup while my hair dried. I did bright red lipstick and a smoky eye. Then I also curled my hair when it was ready. I grabbed my wallet and waited for luna.
When she came in and saw me she smirked. "You are going to give him a run for his money."
She put the finishing touches on my outfit then went to pick out her own. (this is her outfit)
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We both exited the building and then we got into the limo that one direction was in I smirked as there jaws dropped. "Wow. um you are really dressed up." Niall stated
"Yeah I have to be, Michael broke up with me. So I have to make it look like it doesn't hurt."
"What he do?" Louis asked.
"He cheated on me" I stated sadly. They all gave me looks of pity. "Don't" I said "Please don't give me looks of pity." I said
The rest of the ride there was silent. Except harry was texting me. We got a plan that he was going to act like my new not official boyfriend. So when we got there I called Ashton and told him so he wouldn't freak out. The rest of the group new the plan as well. Louis was going to bring it up that we went on our first date today. Luna was just going to gush at how cute we are.
We walked in and harry grabbed my hand to make it look more real. We walked up to my brother. "Hey Ashton!" I didn't drop Harrys hand as I gave ash a one arm hug, Michael looked at me in shock. Like he was shocked that I moved on. I gave each boy a hug including Michael. We parted and got into the limo.
*one week later*
I was jumping up and down on the stage singing Don't Stop for the first time live. I had my guitar in my hand and I was singing my heart and soul to the crowd. As soon as the song finished I welcomed taylor swift to the stage.
We sang everything has changed. (Everything has changed by Taylor Swift featuring Ed Sheeran) When I walked off that stage I knew for certain that everything did really change. I was truly ready for the Fame.
Mikey,
We did it. We made it we will finally be what we wanted. I'm so thankful that you guys asked me to join your band all those months ago. If you didn't I don't think I would have gotten this far. Im so happy for you Mikey. But It's been months since I've seen you, I know you've moved on. I'm still figuring stuff out. I don't think I will move back to Australia it's time for me to move on. I just can't go back to the place that I fell in love with you. I still do love you. But since I love you, I have to let you go. Goodbye Michael.
Love
Ravenxx
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This is the end of Fame. The next book will be called Falling. I will get it up soon.
