Your Secrets. [H.S]

3. Silence

“In the silence, I rediscover who i am.”

- J.Francis

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"Bella, we are here." Brad's voice boomed in the car breaking the silence we maintained through the whole drive.

It was nothing awkward, we did know each other but whenever we used to hangout we would talk for five minutes and then sit in silence. Brad always said he likes silence and that silence has another language to it.
I never really understood what he said but I took it anyway.

"You ready?" Brad asked.

"Uh yeah give me a second" I said picking up my purse. He helped me out of the car and we started walking through the grass on the front lawn to get to the front porch.

The building was huge and loud music could be heard already, I was never a party animal. I haven't seen any parties before this is probably my first.

"As far as i know you are not a party type, so why did you accept coming here?" Brad out of curiosity asked as we neard the building.

"Stacy forced, I couldn't say no." I smiled. "Oh cool." He replied and opened the door for me.

I stepped in the room filled with hundreds of drunk asses. The smell of alcohol filled my nose. I immediately felt uncomfortable seeing girls in the shortest dresses possible and roaming in only their bra's and underwear's. Brad seemed to understand my condition so he took me to place which was less crowded which had a couch and less lights.

I made myself comfortable on the couch as Brad sat beside me with his phone in his hands. I kept searching for Stacy but she was nowhere to be seen. I kept my gaze down to my feet.

"Here alone?" The familiar british accent spoke and my heart started pounding faster than ever. I looked up so our eyes met. He gave me a smile and sat next to me on the couch.

I noticed Brad was gone without even telling me. ASSHOLE.

"You never answered my question sweetheart." My eyes nearly popped out and my stomach was already doing thousand flip flops for the name he called me from.

No one has ever called me that.

I quickly nodded my head signaling a "yes".

"Why don't you join me and my friends then?" He asked and after a minute of contemplating I decided to say a 'yes'.

He took my hand in his and guided me towards were his friends were.

"Found them!" Harry shouted over the loud music and pulled me towards the small space at the corner of the room.

There were people sitting in a circle and I had no idea what they were doing but my eyes lit'd up when I saw Brad with them. He smiled taking in my presence i gladly returned the smile and sat next to Harry in the circle of his 'friends'.

"Do you want to play a game?" I heard his deep voice over the loud music. His lips were pink and plump I couldn't help but stare,

"Back to Earth?" He waved his hand in front of my face.

"What game?"I snapped out of my trance and asked.

"See this paper here, You have to keep it against your mouth, and if it falls you have to kiss the person next to you. The goal is to pass it along the circle as many times as you can, only using your lips."

I have heard of this game before but never actually played it. Obviously Bella this is your first college party.

"Harry she cannot play it." Brad from across the circle concernly said.

"Yes Harry that girl does not have the guts to play this game. Why did you even come here sweetie?" The girl sitting next to Brad spoke and my blood boiled as she spoke.

I kind of felt bad, why am I so different? Why can't I have fun?

"Shut up Miley." Brad said.

Why can't I be like them?

You can if you want to.

But what if the paper falls.

Just play Bella, have fun.

Fuck it.

"I will play." I said loudly and smirked looking back at the girl. She seemed shocked at first but recovered immediately and rolled her eyes. Brad's eyes nearly popped out as I said a yes to the game. I gave him a nod and looked back at the curly haired boy.

I watched as Harry passed the paper to a girl across the circle next to Brad. She sucked the paper against her lips and passed it along. Then there it was one kid right next to Harry losed his grip on the paper and everyone laughed, it was then Harry's turn. He sucked on the paper and when he turned towards me the paper fell and my heart stopped.

I don't even know him and we have to kiss now.

Fabulous Bella way to go!

Harry leaned in and grabbed my face with his hand and gently pressed his lips against mine. I could feel his tongue pressing against my lips, fighting its way inside my mouth.

It seemed like forever before I was able to breathe. As I let go of our lips everyone in the circle clapped and cheered.

I immediately regretted my actions and I got up from the circle.

"I knew it look at the emotional brat." I heard Miley's voice. I ignored it and ran towards the kitchen.

I was parched and my throat was dry. I walked over to the counter and pulled open the fridge door. I grabbed a coke and closed the fridge door, undoing the cap and taking a sip I walked out of the kitchen I could feel the tears waiting to squash out any second but I didn't want them to.

This happens everytime. Everytime.

Something bad would happen and I would cry.

You can only cry.

Shut up.

Cry baby.

Fuck you.

I covered my ears and hurried out of the house. There was no one there outside. I walked taking my heels in my hands. There was silence.

The silence which was soothing. Now I understood what brad said.

Silence has another language to it and its true.

A/N-

Sorry for the late update.
I will update if I get 8 votes and 5 comments on this chapter.

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Its beautiful.