Your Secrets. [H.S]

21. Trust.

"We all get lost sometimes."

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"I will get you some water." Bella said and left the room and returned with a glass of water. I chucked down the whole glass in a go and slammed it down which made her flinch.

We both sat on the floor, quietly. She was staring at the floor and finally looked up. She is the first one I have told this to. She is the first who knows half of my secrets now. She is the first, and maybe the last.

You really think she will stay?

Of course she will.

What makes you think that? You are a murderer, Harry.

That was a fucking mistake.

But it still was a murder.

Please go the fuck away.

Okay pussy.

I S A B E L L A.

HE IS A MURDERER

WHAT THE FUCK CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP

DID YOU NOT HEAR WHAT HE SAID?

it was an accident.

Yeah sure..

"Harry.." I softly said and scooted over to him.

He gave me a nod and got up from the floor. I followed him.

"I don't feel well." He said sitting at the edge of the bed.

"You should take some rest. I will make something for you." I smiled and was about to exit the room when harry called my name.

"Yeah?" I turned around and walked over to him.

"Do you hate me?" He asked, guilt was clear in his eyes.

"Harry, I need some time to process everything you told me and.. i don't hate you. I am not going anywhere." I said and he gave me a nod.

I gave him a weak smile and exited the room.

Now what you will make food for him?

Is that a problem?

No no.. go on be the murderers maid.

For god's sake go away.

Bye maid.

Uhg.

I decided to make Harry some chicken soup as that's the only thing I can make.

H A R R Y

She hates you.

She said she doesn't.

Thats because she doesn't want
to be killed.

I am not a murderer.

You are Harry. You are.

Uhg.

Why is she not back yet? I hope she is still in the apartment. I walk in to the living room and hear soneone talking in the kitchen. I walk till the door and see Bella standing with her back faced towards me and with her phone pressed to her ear.

"Yeah don't worry." She says and nods her head. I stay back and listen.

"Niall.. I know.. Yes. But-" She says and stops as she turns around. I quickly hide behind the door and listen carefully.

"Okay Niall. I will meet you tonight. I won't back out... Okay. I promise. Yes. But why? Fuck okay I won't tell anyone about it!" She raises her voice. She is annoyed. If she catches me listening to her she will kill me. She places the phone on the counter and goes back to cooking. I go to the bedroom and lie on the bed, pretending that I know nothing is the best thing to do right now.

Well.. You see your so called girlfriend is already going to meet another boy.

She must have a reason.

It's simple. You. Are. A. Murderer.

Stop dude.

I lie on my bed and think about what Bella said. Will she really go to meet him? Why is he calling her anyway? And why won't she tell me? There so many questions but no answers.

"Hey." Bella says as she enters with a bowl in her hand. I give her a small smile and make place for her to sit.

"Soo..?" I ask after minutes of silence. I want her to tell me about Niall. I want her to know that she can trust me. I want her to know who I am. But I am afraid. Afraid that she will leave after knowing me, after knowing who I really am.

"Harry.. I have to go now." She says looking at the clock. It's 6 pm she promised him that she'll meet him tonight.

Follow her.

No. I will just ask her to stay.

You think she will stay?

Ofcourse she will.

She will..right?

"Why?" I ask and place the bowl down. She doesn't meet my eye. She hesitates before replying. "I have homework." What the?

Homework? Seriously Bella?

HAHHAHAHAA

"Are you serious?" I ask her and am about to laugh. I mean even I could tell a better lie.

"Yeah I am." She says trying to keep a stern face but fails miserably.

"Oh Bella, my girl." I say and pull her in for a hug. She knows that I know. I am glad that we understand each other.

"I am sorry Harry, I can't tell you where I am going." She says as she pulls back. Ouch.

"But-"

"Just this one time. I promise I will be safe. I have a feeling that you know where I am about to go. Don't follow me please. I want to give you a chance. Don't make this hard for me." She says with hopeful eyes.

She's right. I should trust her.

"Okay." I say and place hand on her cheek. She kisses my palm and smiles.

"I will get going." She says

"How are you going? I mean.. you don't have a car."

"Oh I will just call a cab." She smiles and bends down to kiss me. I go for deepening the kiss but damn she knows.

"Save it for later, styles." She smirks.

"Sure woods." I reply and kiss her on the forehead.

"Please be safe. Call me if you need me. I mean it. If you don't feel safe return home. You don't have to meet him."

"I know Harry. I know you are there for me. I am there for you too. I will see you soon." With that she leaves my room and I hear the main door shut. She is gone.

And it begins.

A/N

I AM BACK BITCHES. JK I AM SORRY I WAS ATTACKED BECAUSE HARRRY STYLES SANG STORY OF MY LIFE AT HIS CONCERT AND SKSKSBBSBSBS WHATTTTTTT