Your Secrets. [H.S]

12. Secrets.

I'm finally back..

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"What the hell was that Isabella?" Niall bursted. I was now caught in it.

Go on sweetheart.

"Niall don't freak out. I.. me, I mean we ..Uhg" I couldn't find words to tell him exactly what happened.

"Just say it Bella!" He raised his voice and i flinched.

"Harry and I are something. I don't know what is going.. I just..." I answer him in a hurry and get up from my seat, giving him one last glance, I run out of the door.

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I stopped in front of my dorm and decided to bunk all the lectures today. I couldn't help but think about Niall. What he must think of me now? Does he still take me as a best friend? Will he judge me? Do I really mean something to Harry?

All the questions in my head caused a head ache, and I decided to take a shower to wash it all off. After taking a hour long shower I felt at peace. I sat on the couch with my laptop on my lap and clicked on a new series named '13 Reasons why' which was in the 'popular' section. I spent almost six hours watching it, Atlast the front door opened and Harry walked in.

I closed my laptop and sat straight on the couch facing Harry who silently walked in and sat besides me.

"What happened Harry?" I asked and placed my hand on his shoulder.

"Nothing.. I just, look I am sorry for this morning. I was acting weird, I know I was I just couldn't help it. Seeing you with him, seeing you laugh with him, smile because of him was not helping me. I couldn't control i-" he stopped mid sentence and looked towards me, he leaned in and put his lips oh mine, i was confused but  kissed back. I pulled back and held him by his collar.

"Harry.. how am I supposed to live with what you are saying? You kiss me first then you act rude, then you take me to that place, then you say that you are not Normal, and you just leave. What is going on Harry? I don't want to push you but all these questions are really getting the best of me and I need you to tell me everything." I sigh and remove my hands from his shirt.

"Bella i-" he says and stops again.

"Don't call me that. You know what? Bye. Just come back when you are ready to give me answers." I say and instantly regret being so rude. I don't know what has happened but I can't control my mouth anymore. I look away from his face, from his eyes which are watery. I want to sooth him and tell him it's okay. I want to hug him and kiss those pink plump lips, but I decide against and make way towards my room.

"Bella i-" Harry takes a step towards me and-

A/N

Hellooo people. Sorry it took so long.. well the next chapter is ready but I won't upload it for some more time. Till then.. enjoy