"if I could fly.. I'd be coming right back home to you "
- One direction
* * *
He covers us up with the sheets and pulls me closer. We cuddle in the sheets waiting for one of us to speak. I am to lost in the moment to speak. I feel my eyes lids get heavy and I kiss Harry's lips before saying "goodnight." He chuckles and kisses my forehead. I feel his chest vibrate as he says "I wish I could tell you.." but stops. I feel tired and not wanting to ruin the moment, I drift off.
* * *
I feel someone get out of the bed. When I open my eyes the harsh sunlight falls on my eyes and I shut them back again. Harry is nowhere to be seen in the bedroom, I sit straight in the bed and the memories from last night cross my mind. I smile and and start to climb out of the bed when a paper falls down from the table.
I pick the paper up and start reading.
I had to go for the morning jog, didn't want to wake you up. I will be home soon. Don't go anywhere. - H
I sighed before putting the paper back into its place and cleaned up the mess Harry left behind. I failed searching for the T shirt from last night, so I took the one harry was wearing last night which rested on the ground.
After having a hour long shower and singing stupid songs, I stepped out and covered myself with a towel before heading out. Harry was still not home and I was starting to get worried. I quickly put the shirt on and walked out in the living room.
The smell of pancakes surrounded me and my mouth started watering. I entered the kitchen to find Harry cooking.
"Hey." I said to attain his attention.
He looked over his shoulder and smiled before walking towards me kissing me on the forehead. Butterflies irrupted in my stomach as I smiled by the sweet gesture. He gives me a smile before turning back and getting back to cooking the pancakes without saying a word.
"Hungry?" He asks as I take a seat. I nod and smile. I just don't feel like speaking. The air between us feel different. I want to talk about yesterday, but I just can't. If I say anything stupid his mood will change. He is so happy right now. Smiling and swinging to the light music which is filling the room. I push all the thoughts away as he puts the pancakes in the plate. He sits beside me with a plate full of pancakes. I expect him to pass them over to me but instead he starts eating them. He doesn't even look at me. I sit there awkwardly looking at him.
WHAT THE HELL.
HAH HE AINT GIVING YOU HIS FOOD
SHUT UP
HAHAH
UHG.
"Ahem." I say to gather his attention.
"Oh you want some?" He asks with humour in his eyes.
"Yes." I say and pull the plate towards me. "Hey you can't have the whole plate." He says and pulls it back.
"Oh no trust me I can." I say as I put a big piece in my mouth. He laughs and tries pulling the plate towards him but I don't let him have it.
"That's not fair." He says and pouts while I take another bite. There is one last bite left and harry and I are both looking at the plate. I get my fork and see harry getting his fork he smirks and leans in, rather than going for the pancake I surprise him by pulling him by his collar and pressing my lips to his. He is surprised but leaves his fork before putting his hands on my hips, I use the time and dig in the pancake with my fork and pull away before putting it in my mouth. His mouth is open and he is shocked. I laugh and finish eating.
"You.. you seriously did that?" He asked clearly surprised as he watches me sit down on my seat. I nod and am surprised myself. I feel so confident today. I feel like I can do anything.
"What has gotten into you today?" He asks as he sits in front of me.
"I don't know.. I just feel different." I tell him and look at my toes.
I suddenly start feeling bad for what I did and decide to apologize.
"I am sorry. I-i don't-" Harry cuts me off my pressing his lips to mine. He pulls back quickly and holds my hands. "Don't apologize. I like this. This new.. new Bella." He says and grins.
"We could call her Bella 2.0, an improved version." He proudly says and smiles. I laugh and nod.
Not going to talk about yesterday?
Shit I forgot.
Well.. what are you waiting for then?
But he is so happy..
Just ask. You know you want answers, you know you want to know what you are.. you are not planning on being his dummy are you? Oh my god.. you are!
No am not.
Yes, yes you are.
Fuck off.
"So.." Harry says and I stare at him. THIS is so so awkward.
"lets talk about yesterday." I say and he smiles.
"OH, I loved yesterday." He says caressing my cheeks. I press my lips to his and pull away before the moment gets any more intimate.
"Harry.. I just want to know. What are we after yesterday? Because it's clear that-" I stop and stare into his eyes. I have to say it.
Yes. Come on.
For the first-time you are saying something right.
Say it before I say something wrong.
Yes.
"Say it Bella! You what?" He asks squeezing my hands.
"I like you Harry styles. There is no hiding from that." I say and look down at my toes.
"Bella.."
A/N
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FanfictionIsabella is a girl with a beautiful personality. She has passion. She is ambitious. She never listens to her inner voices. She wants to be someone who is adventurous, but she is a girl with a really simple life. Harry is a boy with a dreadful past...