Da Ding (Ben Bruce)

The Pain Has Left A Hole In Which My Heart Should've Been

Ben’s POV

‘Fine but I want the first beating’ I said,

‘Fair enough mate it’s your girl’ said Andy from BVB,

‘Haha you must be kidding you think she’s yours you make me laugh’ Louis said laughing to himself

‘What’s so fucking funny?’ I shouted in his face,

‘We’re engaged Ben me and Beth’ he replied lifting up his hand to show us a ring ‘She hasn’t taken it off so you must have seen it?’

I turned to look at Danny and mouthed ‘I thought it was just a ring’ Danny didn’t say anything,

‘Do you want me to go get her on the bike it’ll be quicker?’ Austin said,

‘Yeah please mate’ I replied ‘You sit down there’ I said talking to Louis pointing to his sofa,

‘Check the rooms if you want all her stuffs in there’ Louis said pointing to the bedroom.

Danny’s POV

Ben came out the bedroom a few minutes later looking white as a sheep, ‘Yeah her stuffs in there alright’ he said nearly crying, all 10 of us just looked at him, I saw Louis out the corner of my eye smirking and just punched him clean out. 5 minutes later Austin walks through the door with Beth on his shoulder screaming and kicking

‘SHUT THE FUCK UP GIRL BLOODY HELL’ Austin shouted she had obviously been doing it a lot Austin is never aggressive towards girls. 

‘BEN WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?’ screamed Beth,

‘Explain this’ he said pointing to Louis passed out on the sofa, Beth ran over to Louis got down on her knees beside him shaking him,

‘WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?’ she shouted at Ben,

‘Actually it’s what I did’ I said not being able to contain my anger,

‘EXPLAIN IT NOW BETH EXPLAIN IT FUCKING NOW’ Ben shouted looking really mad more mad than I have ever seen him,

‘Louis has split personality Ben, and one of his personalities is convinced that I am engaged to him has been ever since we was together all those years ago and the last time I told him that we wasn’t engaged he put me in hospital and attacked my family, his doctor said that when his other personality is in control I have to pretend we are engaged so he won’t hurt anyone’ she said,

‘AND YOU DIDN’T THINK TO FUCKING TELL ME? HE NEEDS TO BE LOCKED UP YOUR JUST FEEDING HIM WHAT WILL MAKE HIM WORSE’ Ben is now really shouting and I can tell he’s scaring Beth.

Beth’s POV

‘Mmmhhh’ I heard Louis mumble from behind me, ‘Louis honey are you ok?’ I said really calmly and softly trying not to startle him,

‘Beth it’s me you can stop acting now’ Louis replied, I stood up straight away and moved away from him, trying to prove to Ben that that was all it was, an act.

‘Louis have you been taking your meds?’ I asked,

‘I ran out yesterday’ he replied,

‘Why didn’t you get some more?’ I asked sounding confused,

‘I was on my way too when I saw you and then he took over and I haven’t been able to get back, what happened? Oh god Beth what happened to you? Please don’t say that was me?’ he said looking like he was about to cry, Ben butted in before I could say anything

‘Danny knocked you out and yes it was you’ he snapped,

‘Not all of it was shut up Ben I got run over by a bike the stuff on my back and legs was the bike the rest was you’ I said trying not to make it sound like a big deal, he fell to the floor crying I knelt down in front of him and just hugged him,

‘Louis its fine it’s not your fault’ I said,

‘I don’t know what to do Beth I can’t afford to go to a mental home and my family can’t afford to pay for me either’ he said sobbing even more.