You turned and looked at your alarm clock for what seemed like the hundredth time tonight 1.50 am you sighed as you read the time, you had been in bed since 10 o clock and for some reason you just couldn't get to sleep.
You slip the covers of your body and get up from your bed.
'Bucky' you call out quietly walking down the hallway in case he actually managed to get to sleep but when you get to his bedroom door and notice it open you peak inside and see hes not there.
You walk down the stairs and hear music coming from the basement you slowly walk down hoping its not some serial killer or mask murderer but are relieved when you see Bucky and his freshly cut trim leaning over the desk.
'What are you doing?' you ask confused as to why hes up so late doing crazy things
'I was just finishing this of before i went to bed' he says pointing to a whole lot of files and papers layed out across the table
'What are they? you ask walking over
'people who I've killed' you get closer and notice a lot of picture of peoples faces, you inwardly gulp when you see Tony stark's parents pictures floating around in the pile of lost faces.
'Buck why are you doing this to yourself?' you ask looking at him with sympathy
'No,no,no, i'm not, Steve told me that the best way to get over something is to keep remind yourself of it until you get sick of it, and i know it sounds bad, but i know that wasn't me that hurt all these people and for months now i'v been looking at these every night before i went to bed and the nightmares slowly stopped' he says with a rare happy smile
'Buck, that's great' you say happy that your friend has finally gotten over the whole Hydra stint 'I wish i could say the same for me'
'Why whats up doll?' he asks concerned
'nightmares' you answer looking through some of the other pictures in the pile
'hey they'll get better trust me, after all i am living proof of it' he smiles kindly which you return 'Anyway goodnight, I better get some sleep, got a training session with the one and only captain america tomorrow morning' he says gleefully
as hes about to walk out the room, which he was doing very slowly may I add you stop him 'Buck?'
'yes (Y/N)' he turns around eyebrow raised
'can I-'
'-yes, come on' he says holding out his arm to you
'thanks' you run under his arm which he wraps around your shoulders as you make your way to his room, every now and then if you couldn't sleep Bucky would let you get in with him
' you know...' he starts 'your always seem to sleep in my room anyway, so why don't we just make it a permanent thing' he asks, his tone lower than usual
'Bucky Barnes, are you asking me to be your bed buddy?' you ask giggling
'oh is that what they call it nowadays' he smiles as he takes of his shirt and pants leaving him in just his boxers
'Yes' you reply getting into the bed and cuddling close to your best friend
'Goodnight (Y/N)' he says kisses your forehead and he wraps his metal arm around you
'Goodnight Winter' you say kissing his nose and snuggling even closer to him, you finally drift off into one of the best sleeps you've ever had.
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