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And I'd do anything to know what love is
Though I thought we were cool for a while
But I was Just a fool in guiles of your perpetual impermanent attention
Were they innocent impermanent intentions?
But I am always told, that happens never
And not to mention, good morning and goodnight
Can't go on forever

I thought I was the light in your ever present smile
But that was just a lie that I believed for a while
Now I feel like a child
Tugging on the sleeve of the sweatshirt that I stole
It's far too big for me, when I wear it, I'm never cold

I wish you were still that warm to me
I wish that I could actually see
past the temptation of resignation
And just agree with my depression and my anxiety
That I will be lonely for the rest of my life
Not have to deal with the strife
Of writing love letters for people who don't even like to read

How can I compete with the demons that I can't even see?
How am I supposed to know when you don't tell me?

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