I woke up on Finn's couch after what seemed like hours of a nap. My head was placed on his knees as he was reading a book. As soon as he noticed that I had woken up, he propped me up to lay on his chest. He kissed my forehead and locked his fingers into mine. I have everything I ever wanted. A loving man who will love me like I love him. Unconditionally. And Finn loves me unconditionally.
I lifted myself up to grab my phone that lay still on the coffee table but I was suddenly pulled back.
I found Finn's warm and accommodative lips press against mine and without a hesitation, I joined in. He placed me down flat on the couch as he climbed on top of me. He began to kiss my neck passionately.
As much I enjoyed this, I questioned what was behind this extremely sudden move.
He continued to kiss down my chest as he unbuttoned my flannel. He stopped at the edge of my stomach and looked up as if he was asking for approval.
"Are you still going to choose Matt?"
His words angered me more than I thought they would have. I pushed him off vigorously and started to button my shirt.
His face looked like a jigsaw; full of confusion as I began to grab my things. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me to him. I tried to pull out of his grip but I could feel his fingers pressing into my wrist.
"Are you serious? This has been harder than you can imagine. Why did you say that? Were you trying to make me 'decide' quicker? That was just malicious". I began to yell without realising that Finn's features softened and he began to loosen his grip on my wrist.
I began to steady my features as I realised that Finn walked towards the front door.
"Just go."
"What..? I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell-"
"Please. Leave."
His eyes filled with disappointment and pain. It took me a few seconds to comprehend what really just happened. I was hoping that this was all a dream. I looked up to find Finn in the exact same position with his head bowed down.
This wasn't a dream.
I ruined everything.
I stepped out the door and began to apologise but I found myself speaking to the door.
What have I done.
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We Are Infinity. (Teacher/Student relationship)
Любовные романыYoung seventeen year old Mia Summers is innoncent, naive and fortunate enough to be graced with the best grades and a responsible and independent mind. She does everything by the book and will not cease to follow her dreams. Her life has been unmist...
