We Are Infinity. (Teacher/Student relationship)

Chapter 10

What went from days of lying turned into weeks. I couldn't believe that I, Mia Summers, was lying to Matt. I loved him so much. Loved. The love and admiration I had for Finn grew stronger with each day that I saw him. But somehow, I still couldn't gather up the courage to break up with Matt.

I walked out of Chemistry class and looked to my right only to notice Finn talking to Mrs Johnson. Our gazes' locked when he saw me. I flashed a quick smile before my head snapped at the sound of a voice calling me from my left. It was Matt. I looked at Finn for approval, for some reason and the angered look on his face spoke for itself. He was trying to pay attention to Mrs Johnson yet still more than likely persuade me not to go with Matt. But I had no choice. I smiled at Matt and began to walk towards him. I took a quick glance over my shoulder to see a look of despair on Finn's face.

It broke my heart to see him like this. It was hurting him just as much as it was hurting me. Why am I stuck in this? It should be simple. But it' really isn't. The truth is, I love Finn. I loved Matt but this type of love is different. It's the love where you'd do anything for them. That unconditional love. But he's my teacher. That will never change and the fact of the matter is that this is wrong.

How do I talk myself out of it? It's impossible. The last few weeks that I spent with Finn were incredible. He makes me feel things I have never felt before. When he looks at me, it drives me insane. And with every touch, I discover myself all over again.

I need to break up with Matt.

It has to end.