low volume // muke

nine

*luke's pov*

now in hindsight i should know that running away from your problems never really works out.

but in that moment, i didn't see that i had much of a choice.

i had been caught red handed and probably resembled that much of a fucking deer in headlights.

i have to say being busted, by michael of all people, for my secret tumblr account has to be the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to me.

and what does the fabulous luke hemmings do when he is embarrassed?

he runs.

i ran.

i ran from that room so quick i would be surprised if there weren't skid marks left in my wake.

but what can i say? i never planned for this. i never planned for any of it.

i never planned to find my band mate and long term childhood friend to be hot as hell.

i never planned to have a tumblr.

i never planned to find all of those godforsaken moan audios that sounded exactly like said bandmate.

and you know what?

i also certainly didn't fucking plan for said bandmate to find out.

and now i'm sad and lonely.

sad, because in my rush to get out and away from my problems, i completely bypassed grabbing my laptop.

lonely, because without my laptop i have pretty much zero wanking material and i don't have michael.

i probably could have michael if i wasn't such a bitch about everything.

when he pulled out my laptop and confronted me about my liking for how he could possibly sound in bed, i could have given it all up.

i could have confessed and maybe instead sitting on my bed wallowing in self-pity for three hours, i could have maybe been riding michael's dick for three hours.

well maybe he would be riding my dick because i'm totally a top.

christ, who am i kidding?

i'm about as 'top material' as ashton irwin and if the world hasn't caught on by now, that would be not at all.

i can't help but feel jealous about it all though.

i mean at least ashton is getting some and i know for a fact calum is probably a good fuck.

maybe they even love each other. who knows. but i do know that this band is gay as hell.

my thoughts are cut off abruptly by my hotel phone ringing.

"hello?"

"hey luke. it's ashton. ashton irwin. you know we are in that band together. what's it called again? oh right, 6 minutes of winter. great band, great band."

"ashton, you fucking degenerate walnut, will you shut up. what do you want?"

i hear ashton let out and unamused whine and him yell at calum.

"you see! why is luke so mean to me caluuuuuuuum? all i ever do is love you all and i get rudeness in return."

i don't even try to hold back a laugh and from what i hear neither does calum.

"anyway, i need you to come over to our room because we need to talk to you about something. but take your time. calum keeps laughing and he might just need to be punished so."