Sur•vi•vor

-2

"Breathing dreams like air."- F. Scott Fitzgerald

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'I'm getting tired of your disrespect.
Well, it's evident I'll always be the best.
Whether or not youre being serious or say it in jest

I've got a light sense to right, you haven't passed your test.
Yeah, I'm good with words, and you're fucking chronic.
Forever second fiddle, your tales, I'm sonic.

Is this the baddest I can go? I can get much badder.
I've been doing this since you've been in your Huggies, hold your bladder.
You've been studying me, wetting yourself
Cause you're afraid when I rise you'll be left on the shelf

Where you belong with the rest of the wannabes
Don't ever ask me to support you, you can never follow me.
I've been holding my tongue for a long while
Sat back, watch you parade my style.

Lock him in a prison for plagiarism, nobody wants to listen, chavs dying, might as well kill him or pretend.
To the crown, turn around, sit down; I'm the king
Long live the king.
Long live the king.
Long live the king.
Long live the king.

Anything you can do, I can do better.
Even when shes soaked through, I could make her wetter.
Stop tryna make me look bad, so you can be taken seriously
What makes you think I give a fuck what people think of me?

You disrespect me now Im obligated to destroy.
Why would anybody go to war with men? Youre just a boy
Nothing to write about so put your Barbie biro down.
Save yourself embarrassment, fucking clown.

You making moves because you be mollycoddled silver spoon.
Your skills are average, good at copying, carry a tune.
All the gear, no idea, daddys bank account.

And when it comes to your abilities, small amount.
When you compare it to what I can bring, its minuscule.
You're the pupil, I'm the teacher, go back to school!-'

"What the hell Z! Why did you stop my song honestly ?" I asked him  flabbergasted.

"I stopped it because it seemed like it was directed to something or somebody with the way you put so emotion in it girl, damn."

"Oh, it's whatever I just like the song is all" I mumbled.

"If you say so," He replied nit believing me.

"But on the bright side your voice is fantastic so stop hiding it for good sakes child ! Let the world know you the new Birdy or some things 'cause girl your voice is to die for!" He said sassy and all.

"Whatever you say Z. Look we're at school so I will see you in class. I gotta go fetch my books real quick okay . Love you,Bye" I said rushed .

And just like that I quickly hopped out the car and rushed to my locker to avoid Zion's suspicions. The suspicions I have been dreading to confirm for him. But after all its best if I don't tell him as it is quite silly really. It's just over a stupid dream I had recently.

Yes. I have said it. A flipping dream that I am scared to even speak about because it had felt so real I could've even wake up from it . It's like I was trapped in a never ending nightmare that kept on occurring night and day.

From then on I was in and out of sleep for hours but recently I have been feeling quite sick , if I can put it that way.  I have been having trouble walking at times and always feel dizzy or experience vertigo, have huge headaches,blurry vision always occur when I mostly need it and I fail to remember a lot these days.

But lately it's been getting worse like I have had sleepiness and a humongous pins and needles sensation. Regardless of all those things I think I'm fine ,but I just don't want to end up telling someone because they will force me to go to the hospital. Which I would love to go to but I just do not have the time with all my studies and just in general extra credit things I'm doing,so it would set back me back.

But in the end , if I didn't flipping sleep so much ,I wouldn't  have dreamt about that.

And now it's slowly haunting me.

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Hi,

Hope you liked the chapter as it is getting more intense in a way I suppose ..

But regardless of that remember to smile just to piss off all those haters😊

-L