"Sometimes you just gotta pretend everything's okay."
--
Reaching my locker I quickly grabbed all my needed books for the first few periods before lunch, which consisted of :
-English
- Chemistry
-Biology
-EconomicsAll those subjects may seem ordinary ,but to me they all have their own uniqueness to me. Like for instance Biology is one of my favorite subjects because it will correlate with my career choice when I leave this school and English - I just love the history of it .
After placing all the books I needed in my bag , I simply just scoped my locker after a long time not being around it. It was just full of my extra credit files and subjects I take. On the locker door was my favorite bands and singers merchandise stickers. And last but not least my extra hoodie I always pack at the back of it on a rainy day.
My locker was a little messed up but I loved it regardless. Shutting my locker I walked to my first class, English with Mr. Lee.
The journey to the class was quite quick in all honesty ,but usually it would be long because of all the traffic from class or just rushing in general. It's not much of an interesting story to be told about it so that is probably why I made it so quick.Entering the class I noticed that every girl was dressed in their 'Dress to impress' outfits for the guys and most likely the guys were dressed as casual as ever. Which was just ridiculous honestly .
Striding to my seat Mr. Lee walked in setting up today's work on the board before the bell rang.
"Greetings students. Today we will be doing some revision to refresh some of your guy's minds from last week," He said humorously.
As he said that since then I have been making noted for the whole period not focusing on what he was saying on the board. While I was writing notes I couldn't stop thinking about my reoccurring dream that seemed to be eating me up from the inside to the outside. It sucked that I couldn't tell Zion because if I did all hell would break loose making him frantic and all that jazz.
"Ms. Wright!" Mr. Lee shouted startling me .
"Um, Yes sir ?" I asked warily.
" I said , can you come and do this equation on the board?" He repeated.
"Yes. Yes I will sir , sorry for not paying attention." I apologised quickly.
"It is no problem at all ,but next time you will be penalised." He said sternly .
Nodding my head , I made my way towards the board. Glancing at the equation , I had already worked it out but before I could even write on the board with the chalk , a sudden wave of fatigue hit me so bad that I even dropped the chalk.
Along with that a splitting headache hit me like a ton of bricks making me drop to the ground like a potato sack. It was hard enough to even keep my eyes open as my vision was clouded by a blur . Everything around seemed to be going in slow motion as my eyes were slowly caving in to close. With one last blink my eyes shut.
Voices all around me seemed to be fading away as well. It was like I was drowning or being swallowed up by something . All I wanted to do was scream for help or at least get to see what was happening ,but nothing like that ever came close to happening.
As I was already sinking to the darkness.
Letting myself rest upon the comfort of it.
-
All around me was a school that was familiar but I could not remember exactly what it was a called. Every student passed like a blur next by me.
Reaching my locker I grabbed all the supplies I needed for class as it was in a approximately 5 minutes as my watch indicated.
Taking a stroll to class , I entered the class glancing at all my fellow classmates. All them were dressed all smart or just casual. Mostly the guys were in casual clothes as they had no reason to impress anyone.
Reaching my seat the teacher had also walked in beginning the days lesson. Everything was blocked out as I was focusing so kuch on making notes I needed no distractions.
"Ms. Wright! " the teacher shouted startling me.
"Yes sir?" I had asked warily .
"I said can you come up to the board and complete this equation." He repeated.
" Yes. I will sit and sorry ." I apologised quickly.
"It's alright but next time you will be penalised. "
Walking up to the board all I remember is collapsing onto the ground .
Next thing I know I'm in the hospital with my parents by my side looking at me with a sorrowful look.
"What's wrong ?" I asked confused.
With no reply fork them the doctor walled in telling me news that can affect my life forever. After heading the news all I did was stare blankly but inside I was screaming and crying , cursing the whole world for jinxing me . But in the end , there's no one to blame as it happens to anyone.
And that anyone just so happens to be me.
-
So, hey guys !😊Been quite a long time since I updates this book ,but it's finally out and you finally get to hear about her dream😅.
It's not much for now but the next chapter everything will start to make sense if you didn't understand now 😊
Stay awesome and Slay them haters ✌
-L

YOU ARE READING
Sur•vi•vor
Jugendliteratur"You may have to fight a battle more than once to win it,love" "But it's pointless because there's no cure to save us no more." - They say dreams are fantasies that may or may not come true. But in reality their our true foundation to becoming an ae...