Understand that when I think of you my eyes start to water
Understand that when I think of you my chest starts to ache
Understand that when I think of you I lock myself away
Understand that when I think of you I can't help but to go as far back as the outside memory.
I wish you understood the mental pain that goes on every time I hear your name
I wish you understood the overwhelming emotions that wash over me whenever I see our photos.
I wish you understood the heartache that keeps me bedridden at just the thought of you.
I wish you understood the thing in my hand that is slowly taking my life from me but I can't stop.
I wish you understood the blade in my hand as I carved at my skin so I could feel a different pain.
No matter how much I willed you to understand....
You never did.
YOU ARE READING
When She's Gone
PuisiThis is just me doing poetry :3 Warning. If you don't like sad poems keep scrolling. It isn't all poems tho. I may come here just to rant. Or write something random. Lol lots of love to my readers
