We both were there for a good 15 minutes. Everytime we needed air to breath we would pull back from the kiss and then earn a groan from either one of us. Neither one of us had tried to stop us from going further but it's not like we tried to go further.
As I kissed him on remembered the first time I accidentally kissed him. I was a total disaster after. He thought I was developing feelings for him and he had told me he didn't like me like that. Which at the time didn't bother me. I only kissed him on a dare from Iris. All three of us agreed not to anyone else about the kiss.
The kiss that boned our friendship together.
Unfortunately I soon began to develop feelings for him but I knew he didn't look at me like that so I mostly gave up on trying to pursue him but of course my feelings for him never changed. Luckily I started to develop feelings for other men and I began to date again after what happened with my first boyfriend of 4 years.
And now after all that hiding of feelings from Barry from when I was in high school now I was underneath him in a make-out session.
I knew Barry didn't like me because I knew if his feelings about Iris. Of course he hadn't told me but I knew by the way he looked at her.
Her laugh. Her eyes. Her smile. No wonder he liked her. She was all the things I wasn't. Of course there was a small pang of jealously but I knew that Barry liked her so I respected him.
Even though all I wanted to do was kiss Barry, I knew there was some reason why he kissed back in the first place. I pulled away from him and then earned a soft groan from him. He opened his eyes and looked at me with a questioning look. I stare at him as I pushed him of me.
I sit up from from laying down on the couch, the black and white plaid flannel I was wearing almost completely unbuttoned showing my Jurassic Park
t-shirt.
"What's wrong. Did you not like it" Barry asked with a worried look in his eyes.
"No it was fine" I said before slowly gaining my confidence again "it's just why did you kiss back"
"What do you mean"
"I mean I literally just grabbed you face and made out with you. And Barry you don't like me in that way. You like Iris in that way not me" I said. Soon I realized what I had said and covered my mouth.
Barry looked at me with fear in his eyes "w-what. I don't like Iris"
I looked at him with an "are you serious face"
"Barry you like her ok. You might even love her, I see the way you look at her. And seeing as we just had a 15 minute make-out session you might even have small feelings for me. But you need think about who you want to pursue, me or Iris. And if you choose me I'll be here waiting and if you choose Iris then I'll respect your decision, barry" I told him and then added "and Barry know I love you, this coming as a friend not someone who has feelings for you"
Barry scratches the back of his head " Em I don't know who I have feelings for. I mean I don't even know what came over me earlier"
"I think you need to leave" I told him with hurt in my voice
"W-what why" he asked
"Because the longer your here the longer I'm going to cry later so please leave"
He nods and he goes to the door to grab his jacket and his keys. He looks back at me as he opens the door. After a minute he finally left.
I locked the door behind him. I look away from the door and slide down it. I wrapped my arms around my legs and just sat there looking out into the space in front of me.
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I sat outside on the roof top balcony. I could somewhat see some stars shining though the smog in the sky. I could also see planes flying high in the sky.
I was typing in my laptop about the robbery at the bank earlier. The story was dull since there was not much on it. I read though my notes over and over again but nothing was clicking. I grabbed the pencil that was tucked behind my ear and began to chew on the eraser.
I'm sitting in my chair when I felt a slight drizzle fall. I began to put my things away when the rain began to down pour. I look up and see a bright light coming from star labs. I stand up and walk to the edge. A red and yellow wave of energy was sent across the sky. I saw it was getting closer so i began to ran but i was too slow. The energy threw me up against the metal wall.
I try to stand up but instead i groan in pain. Luckily my phone is in my pocket and not my book bag. I dial Iris's number and put the phone up against my roght cheek.
"Hello" I heard iris say on the other line
"Hey um I need you to take me to the hospital" I told her as i groaned again "and maybe bring a wheel chair"
"What are you ok" she asked
"I think I broke my leg"
"Yeah of course I'll be there soon" she said as she hung up
I looked at my phone and saw what time it was.
8:00 pm
I look up and felt the rain fall on my face. By this time the rain got harder. I sighed when I heard something fall. I look to the side of me and saw my phone on the floor. Soon i felt a tightness in my chest. I began to cough very hard. I grab my stomach and lay to the side. I cough even harder and see blood. Soon I feel my head to pound and scream in pain. I feel my eyes get droopy. Soon I feel myself fall to the side and get consumed by darkness.
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This took how long to write
About a month
And for some reason
people have actually
been reading this.
So thank you
- tr(ash)
