"Til next time" what does he mean? does he means there will be a next time or he's not sure if there will be? does he like me? Is that why he wanted to kiss me? Wanted to know if I felt it? Ofcourse I felt it, there was fireworks and butterflies and sparks and anything you could think of, I'm so confused and my mind is everywhere.
After Blake walked back to the kitchen I just sat there confused, before walking back out to the garden tightening the blanket wrapped around me. I sat on the swinging bench at the bottom of garden and sat on it swaying slightly. I fiddled with my hands, something I did when I was nervous, this is the reason I don't trust boys. They always leave you confused and alone, it had been a while since everything with my ex had happened so I didn't let it stop me from kissing Blake, I didn't realise how much this has really got to me until I felt warm tears run down my cheeks, I quickly wiped them away as if I didn't want people to see me cry. I led down on the bench gazing at the stars before slowly drifting to sleep.
George's P.O.V
I woke up to the sound of a phone camera going of and quickly opened my eyes only to see Reece and Blake hovering over Macy taking snapchat photos of the strange position she was in, I chuckled making the boys turn around with smug faces before Macy woke up herself groaning at how cold it was. We sat there in silence all on phones, "wait guys where is grace?" Macy got up startled. Shit. How did we not realise she was here. I got her number up on my phone and rang it but only to hear her ringtone going of from the floor infront of me. I got off the sofa and went to look upstairs but came back down when she wasn't there. "She isn't in the house?" Reece and Macy looked scared and concerned where Blake, he almost looked guilty but also concerned? I don't know but Grace is my priority right now, that's when it clicked. I ran out to the garden to see Grace asleep at the bottom on the swing. I gave a sigh of relief and walked over to her, I picked her up bridal style gently trying not to wake her and carried her inside, up to my bedroom and placed her in my bed to carry on sleeping. She was ice cold so I covered her in more blankets and covers and left her.
I went back downstairs and told them that she was asleep upstairs now, the other night G came round in tears, she wanted to be outside but with me so I led her towards the swing where I do my songwriting and we talked for the whole night til 11 when I walked her back to hers. She never told me why but I didn't want to pressure her so I just talked about everything and anything to take her mind of it and she said she loved how the swing was lonely but full of story and life? I still don't really get what it means. I saw Blake leave the living room and go upstairs probably to the bathroom but it seemed that Macy and Reece were getting on quite well, they were huddled up on one of the sofa's watching a Christmas movie on the tv.
