Today was the day. Today was the day. Today was the day. Me and Macy are travelling to London to see the boys perform at the o2 today! I just finished getting ready and it's 10:04, wow I'm proud. I've gone with my pink new hope club tee that they got me the other week, with my light blue boyfriend jeans and new superstars, I did quite simple makeup but you could see I was wearing some. Macy walked into my room, she was wearing white skinny jeans, with a black crop top and black and white converse, "Are you ready G?"
"Yep, lets go to London!" I grabbed my handbag and we walked out to my dads car, he was driving us to the station where we would get a train to London and Joe will pick us up. The journey was boring, I had both headphones in listening to Shawn Mendes and so did Macy, I was texting Blake for most of the journey, he seemed really excited to see me again, I'm really falling for this boy. I giggled as a group of girls who looked around our age walked onto the train wearing the vamps, the tide and new hope club merch, they sat at the four seat table next to us but there was five girls, "Sorry, could I sit here please?"
"Yeh of course!" I moved my bag of the seat allowing the girl to sit down. "Wait, you're Grace right? George's bestfriend?" Me and Macy made eye contact before I replied "Yep that's me!" I'm just glad she knows me as George's bestfriend not that Macy is with Reece or my happenings with Blake. The girl didn't talk for the remainder of the trip, she turned and talked to her group of friends so I put my headphones back in smiling at a snapchat Blake had sent me of him still in bed.
We have just got off the train when my phone starts ringing and I see Joe's number flash on my screen,
"Hello?"
"Hi Grace, it's Joe meet my by the fountain I'm here now waiting"
"Okay we just got off so we're on our way"
I ended the call and headed over to the fountain, Joe was stood there with a woman, wow, she's gorgeous! As we approached them both, Joe laughed at how tired we looked "Girls, this is Laura, my girlfriend and because you've never met me before, I'm Joe." I blushed, I'm never good at meeting new people, "I'm Macy that's Grace" thankfully Macy spoke up, "Great let's go to the arena, all the boys are there." We walked out of the station and got in a taxi to the arena, talking to Laura about her modelling.
We pulled up outside the arena and the queue of fans went on for miles, as soon as Joe got out the car a mass of screams erupted from outside, I started to feel hot and dizzy, no Grace not now, don't ruin this. Me and Macy got out the car once the screams died down and follow Joe and Laura into the entrance. "Who are those girls?" "That's the girl that's messing Blake about" "Wow they look trampier in real life then on there Instagram's" , harsh comments were being thrown at me and Macy from all around us. My head started spinning and palms started to sweat, come one Grace you can do this, Macy noticed what was happening and grabbed my hand pulling me past everyone and walked as close to Joe as possible. Joe got all four of us in but I couldn't see anything, black spots had invaded my vision and a thumping feeling was taking over my stomach, "Grace we're inside now we'll go find the boys come on" I kept trying to walk but my legs went weak and I leant against the wall, my breathing was heavy and I was pretty sure I was going to black out, warm tears flooded my cheeks when I felt a familiar and comforting hand rest on my knee, "Grace, look at me." His calm voice somewhat soothed me making me open my eyes to see that my vision has come back, I gazed into his eyes getting lost for a while "Are you alright?" The realisation of what had just happened made me look away, ashamed, I haven't had one in so long? "Hey, look at me" he calmed placing his finger under my chin and making me look at him once more. A single tear fell but he wiped it away with his thumb, "no Blake, I'm not okay I've not had one of those in so long, I don't even know what it was but I don't want them to become regular again" I held back my tears as I finally confronted someone about my attacks, "It was the crowds Grace, they can be overwhelming, but I and the rest of us are always here for you okay? I won't make you go through the crowds alone again and tonight you can watch from the side stage instead? Okay?" I nodded lightly smiling at him, he reached his hand out once he had stood up and I willingly took it, getting up myself. He pulled me into a long hug, drawing circles on my hips with his fingers making me sigh. "Let's go I want to see the others" I pulled out of his grasp and skipped down the corridor, I heard Blake laugh behind me so I stopped and turned to him "never seen a girl skip before Richardson?" His laughter grew louder before he took a deep breathe "oh no, I loved your skipping but the dressing room is this way" he pointed to the opposite direction of the way I went. I blushed badly, my cheeks turning a deep shade of red, I walked back towards Blake as he grabbed my hand and skipped with me in the right direction.
Here's an update because it's Valentine's Day xx
